Monday, May 16, 2005
Back from St john camp... in a few minutes times will be going for telematch de preparation cos friday sat got another event cuming up...st john definately has left a deep impression on my mind.... like what the seniors says... our batch is pure suay.... its true i agree....everything however was fine... campers gave many many positive feedback and seeing them smiling as they got hm despite all the things that cock up makes us feel so at ease.... during debrief i was scolded by many of the seniors for not doing my work.... guess i juz breakdown aft which... those there would noe... but i nv felt so hurt b4.... its really like sumone stab me in e heart and twist the knife a few rounds... it really hurts alot.. while crying i rem pple keep asking me to go to the toilet.... but i could nto becos i did nto even have the strength to stand up at all... it was that bad... in my whole like i nv felt such humiliation.... and i swore to myself i will nv step into CADC a single step.... hao xin bei lei pi.. wtf.... but seeing joo break down aft which i change my mind.... and to a person i have always wanted to say this thing... u wan us to respect ur MIU.... but have u respected us as a PC b4... throughout the camp and even through all our debreif... u keep scolding and scolding us pc.... pls give us sum respect if u wan us to respect others... show us the minimum respect first.... if u cannot do it.... F off.... reflect on urself like what u wan all of us to do...
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