Sunday, May 22, 2005
ok.. this is going to be another sadist post.. anyone who does not wish to hear me out and just click the cross at the top right hand corner... there can u see it?
My life here is so cold dark and lonely... i nv had such overwhelming feeling b4... i feel that i juz cannot be the yiwen i used to be again... where i can play freely with my vball mates... and even my DBA classmates.. i always crap and we make fun of one another... after i walk dis small path in life... i realise what people called hypocrites.... i really see it right in my eyes.... at first i do not understand what is going on.. but now i know... i understand.... the picture is out ... upfront staring at me... feeling so naked and helpless all of a sudden... i wan to walk away... hide away.... to sumwhere where noone can see me... and that place is home.. i wish to just stay in my cosy hse showered with my mother's care love and concern...
Where did my carefree childhood gone to?
Wo ceng jin shi duo me de wu liu wu lu... xian zai ne?
Penny you were right all along.. i was not capable enuff to take up dis challenge.... i shld have listen to ur advice...sumone pls return me my happiness...School please start faster.. dis way i can just dive into that humongous pile of work that is awaiting me....nv been so keen to start sch.... my life is so f up.
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feel the magical essence...# ;
