Sunday, May 01, 2005
hmmm.. must thanx my nian qin de for helping me to do up my blog... cos was busy with Fo camp recently... 10x yea? today finally got let off from CADC early cos today a sunday.. den went to cut hair with juan joo kelly and jackie.. was ok i tink.. mum says i look toot in it... wateva... tml will be my day off... so much rest.. but tink of going out with my frined.s. but lazy to call anyone out.. who am i blogging to anyway? dun seem to have anyone reading it.....
Hmm... the day b4 went to storeroom with yuezhen that time saw SP de volleyball players playing match... den make my mood change.. cos very sad mahx... always see pple play ball also remind me of the happy days i had with my team mates... i am not saying i am not happy now... juz that the friends feeling is juz different... i can't seem to click with CADC de pple as well as that of my vball mates.. i really really miss playing vball with liah fen rrina pei and val... the days we shared crapping during training.. doing stupid things in each others hse.. bathing and screaming at the top of the voice in sch toilet and also one of my deepest scar.. Dunman High match... but all i am left with is memories... It have becum almost an everyday thing recently where i will juz stare in to space and tink abt the days we had together... dat explains my frequent mood swing.. sorry pple at club.. i really am trying to cheer myself up... i juz dun seem to be able to do so...
Camp will be officially starting on the 12 but next next tuesday we going to st john island for advance day where we get ready everything for the camper.. feeling rather thrilled abt it... the hard work we did for the past few weeks since even b4 exam would all be focused and thrown out.... hopes everything will be fine... *pray hard*
Must say a sorry to Darren also... Have been havong this cold war with him... i noe u r working hard for the camp.. so am i okie... trust me and leave sum things to let me do can? cos i am also a Qm and i also wan the camp to go on smoothly... Give me a chance to let u noe that i am as capable of doing the Qm job as anyone around... dun always pile all the work up for urself any stress urself up...
Sorry guys for being so hot tempered... even i cannto stand myself... but i juz cannot control my feeling.. gip me sum times to sort my feelings out yea? *sigh*
10x liah for ur support... really really miss and luv ya to the bits..
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