Thursday, June 30, 2005
i am fine.. i am fine i am fine.. i keep trying to make myself feel that way.... it really kinda sad la... been crying alot dis few days... its twice in a week... i really now find it a joy to go to sch... sumhow being closer with yun wendy jess quant and kiku makes me feel real gd... we luff and joke in between lunch break and lectures... i really am happy to be with them.... its so much better den being at hm... the hse has this super tense atmosphere where juz stepping inside makes me feel like crying... this overwhelming emotion can kill.. everyone asking me to take care and be strong.. i noe i am real fortunate to have pple around trying to hold me when i am feeling weak and stuff.. really am so touched... i feel so lucky to come home juz 10 min later... if did not wait for jess bf and also nv go hang ten.. i tink i will witness my parents quarreling.....
So what if i am living in such a big hse that everyone goes wow over? have a dad that drive a 7 series BMW? Just have to reach out my hand to get all the money i want.... Get to go overseas every year? so what? i rather juz be like huiyun's family... SO close with her sister and stuff.. i dun wan wealth i juz wan my family to be happy... i wn myself to be happy.. i dun mind being tired and go to work everyday.. i juz wan to be able to return to a heartwarming home that appreciates me for who i am..
Next week is the test week le.... gotta pia hard for my fma.. i seriously am NOT catching up.. struggling to stay at the surface and half way sinking.... Now i feel that i cannot care about what others think le.. i juz keep doing what i am suppose to do...
Dunno whether to go sentosa on saturday for class outing.. maybe it will be a good chance for me to go out and take a break from all these stress i have been getting... its one problem after another.. when can i get to be stressfree?
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Bloody F***!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate my house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate my family!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everyday come home so noisy.....
Fights and quarrels all the time...
I will never come home before 8 ever again......
Fuck off la...
Always refuse to reflect.......damn bloody arsehole....
Not happy just keep to urself la.... make her scream and scream like a mad dog...
Like i feeling any better...Also keep to myself watx... bloody arse..
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Today marks the end of my work .... So since it has finally ended.. it means that i gotta start pia-ing for my coming test and projects..Think under the influence of huiyun jessica and wendy i becum mroe hardowrking and do my hw all the time.. but its quite a pressure if i end up not doing any hw.. hahax... i get the feeling every tuesday when i nv do my fma hw... but i am gonna catch up already
I tink i am becoming fatter le.. tink i need to do more exercise le lo.. hahax... Today eat so much think i am a pig.. so i made myself run around the petrol station today.. LOL.. Shirui ask me why i keep running around when the distance so short.. the answer is.....I AM ON A DIET!! lolx...
Being partner with Shirui for work was one very fun and interesting one... Never regreted asking you sia.. hahax.. next time got lobang i let u noe ok? hehex...Anyway.. the paqst few days of work though very tired always see her laughing when we see some people was fun la... and the part where we talk about vball and what we wan to eat at the station and stuff... though working was tiring.. but it was rather a funfilled and interesting working life
Yesterday some things happen but dun feel like mentioning it.. i tink also few pple noes abt it...Those who do juz seem to be there at the right time.. but really wanna thank some pple like lum and xin for being there when i need u guys.. It kinda unexpected as u all are not always the pple i turn to most.. btu still.. thanks yea? i really appreciate every little things u all did and said... Lum.. thanks for cheering me up too.. though its more to teasing me la.. but nvm... at least its funny.. and sort of provided entertainment to the others right.. hahax.. so i shall juz forget it ba....Take things slowly.....
Tml... finally can go home for dinner le.. SO HAPPY!!!! yea... bbyeee
Ps: Anyone want to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with me?
Ps(x2): I am going to London to backpack!!!
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Monday, June 27, 2005
Whao.. sumone is juz all so nice and all so sweet... until her sistersssss are ignoring her... her mother cannot be bothered with her... and look who is reprimanding my friend on my tagboard when she herself are scolding me? Say my friend have no right to comment.. i think u also dun habx the right to comment on my blog.. u say u stay clear? wat r u doing tagging on my blog den? HAHA... best joke i hear so far....my my... install a video cam den... and we will see whos ugly side we see... ANYWAY everyone go look at her blog entry.. she said that she purposely try to make me angry.. so what the hell yea? go look.. she is in my links... under Da jie...go look.. b4 u dun get to.. cos i have only two younger sister....Its the pot calling the kettle black..
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Sunday, June 26, 2005
everyone in my hse dun wan to go hm.. wat the hell..
and i dread going home too....
to face someone who tries to pick a fight each time she sees me....
why must she say me each time she sees me?
Shut up and go lock urself in ur room
stop bothering me....
i shall juz stay hm late next time..
dun have to face sum pple....
But i miss home..
and i need sleep..
never mind..
i will juz stay in my room....
Despite the family dispute..
Despite the job sucking today
Despite being tired
Despite getting lost
Despite everything..
i am still so happy?
Why?
Because me and shi rui today at work very high wor...
keep laughing and laughing and joking...
She keeps spotting shuai ge...
make until i also spot...
den we keep luffing when i approach the shuai ge...
and we both agree that pasir ris have more shuai ge that drives car....
hahax...
anyway....
arrive to one conclusion..
People who dun open window for us to promote will nv upgrade to higher cars anymore....
hahax..
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Saturday, June 25, 2005
Been a long time since i finally got time to blog... and after reading like a person's blog which i shall nv step in again, i decide to comment dis for the last time.... In case some pple may not know, I am working and studying AT THE SAME TIME!!!! So dun bloody hell try and say that i go hm late becos my work ends at 9 and sum pple's work end at 5 or 6 and still could not ATTEMPT to go home early... What to do? What did u ever did to earn ur respect from me as ur sister? u are starting to lose every single respect from mum.. i HAVE lost every single respect i ever had for u.. not dat there was much...and i shall restate my statement again... i did not teach Phyllis is becos u did not like my teaching style... so BACK OFF!!! u were the one who wants to show how high almighty u r.. so i let u be and do my own stuff.. not that i can't keep myself preoccupied.. each day of my life is spend efficiently and effectively....
You kept thing how pitiful u r that u kept being scolded.... for goodness sake.. when phyllis and joyce were young and did somthing wrong.. who gets the beating? ME!! why? because mum claims that i lead them to the bloody wrong path.. who should hate her more? all u get are scoldings for bloody sake.... dun always think that u r right.. its just U.. always not thinking at others perspective pt of view.. have u ever tried to think and do things at a diff angle... or see the reason why pple try and pick a fight with u? why must other always be the unreasonable one and u being the oh so angel one.. its sickening to see those pitying msgs at ur tagboard becos they nv ever seen the dark side of u..
I kept my words and stay off and clear.. so u jolly well back off and stop trying to pick some fight with me because i shall not tolerate it.. juz once and u will see..
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Friday, June 24, 2005
i am so addicted to the song...
Sing along babe~ hahax...
Wouldn’t it be nice if the world was Cadbury
You could surf inside a chocolate tube
Ride your board across the wave forever
Get wiped out and never get a bruise.
And if a shark came up and tried to bite you
You could say “I’m chocolate I invite you”
Wouldn’t it be nice!
LOL
today work at Tampines.. job was kinda relax.. but b4 that went with wendy to bugis to do proj wor... to interview the temple pple.. however i think i did more suntanning.. ask wendy if u guys wanna noe wat happen.... too lazy to explain.. den bought my earring that i have been ranting abt and also a bag.. hahax... so nice.. so happy..
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was peaceful you could have a night of peacful sleep!!
LOL
WON'T IT BE NICE?
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Thursday, June 23, 2005
I'm sorta back...
been busy with working studying rushing project etc etc etc....
yahx.. i am tired... super tired....
nvm.. bear till next wednesday den got money to take liaox...
Got some pple i promoting my product ask me to go work for them.. LOL....
I miss prssvball
i will everyone..
i miss shopping...
GSS is ending....
but i dun gotta shop...damn....
byeee
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Friday, June 17, 2005
oh.. been quite sum time since i blog... hahax... okie... ehhh... yesterday i sort of got a drastic mood swing la.. happen during FMA lecture.. i was nto listening to lesson but i was apparently very engross with sth which i try to think but could not.. but anyway Kiku pushed my head.. i so angry i turn arnd and shouted bu yao wan la.. i tot was kum jess or quant.. apparently i was also annoyed cos they were luffing to la.. but the next thign really did shock me.. i started crying.. i could nto stop lo.. juz cry.. and i noe i am crying nto becos i am angry.. not becos i am tired.. definately not stress.. so what is it for? i think i am bananas.. make they all so worried... or scared? quant told me that she was scared.. cos nv see me so angry b4.. to think of it i really wan to luff la.. why dis will happen lei? but anyway aft dat went to suntec and took alot of fotos with my clique la.. den go for job meeting den go hm le..
Today very eventful lei.. cos i very guai lei.. i aft sch go eat with jess lum and quant.. den they left le i go JW library to research on proj for UCCD and PTH.. den i jot now notes on paper frm the bk.. den borrowed sum bks hm... and went to work la... on the way was reading the books for proj too lo... den today de sales so much better la.. 64 vent fresh.. or rather is a gip away la... but well.. actually nutting to tok abt le.. oni that...
MY COUGH FINALLY RECoVERING LE!!!!!YEAH!!
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
yoohooo.. i tink luck is cuming my way... i got another job thingy frm befruenden.... its $45 all in all including training for 3 hrs of job... chio right the salary.. lolx... but anyway... gonna start work tml....from 5-7,... my schedule as below:
Wed:Upper changi(Shell)
Thurs: Serangoon Rd (Shell)
Fri: Thomson Rd (SPC)
Sat: Paya Lebar PIE(Shell)
Sunday:Telok Blangah Rd(SPC)
Mon: EAst Coast(Caltex)
the pay not bad la.. and rather flexible hrs i would say.. enable me not to miss any lesson and able to cope with my studies still.....
Heex.... Got pple say i becum prettier le lei..... lalalalala... i so bu yao lian... still can boast abt it... nvm.. its my blog anyway.,. i say wateva i wan to.. LOL
I have been asking Phyllis whether she wants me or u to teach her.. she keeps changing topic.. i wan to teach.. she dun wan me to... so let u teach lo.. since u wan to teach her... i am not gd in accounts anyway... If u wan i will oni offer Physics le.. datx all..
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Monday, June 13, 2005
okie.. i am back.... dun bother abt that past blog entry if u guys are gonna nag at me abt it.. yeapx.... today feeling super guilty.. cos i tink i nv do much of my hw.. so guilty i went to do FMA hw... hehex... from now on yiwen is gonna be a guai kia... study hard and work hard.. play ahrd too... everything also hard kz? while today had a super bad headache.. so bad that i could not eat... yea... and glad to noe so many pple care for me... despite the teasing etc... i tink i am withdrawing from cadc le.. hahax... but nvm ba... it is juz my past... a past that is nice to look at... anyway.. gonna work for befreuden again promoting car air freshener..hahax....eight bucks an hr.. wooohooobought a new specs and a new chair all at my parents expense... lalalalax...
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Sunday, June 12, 2005
oh my god... why do bitches exist in dis world? bitch bitch bitch... dun always tink dat u r the best la.... oni noe how to say pple dunno how to say urself..... bloody hell.. always shout and scream at pple like nobodies business... all ur sisters are sick of u... u better go do sum soul searching for urself.... from the very very start all u do can nv be wrong.. and u juz simply loves taking things out at ur sisters... anything that happen in sch or watsoeva.. u cannot take it out at pple in sch... u cum hm with dis bitchy attitude of urs and start scolding everyone in sight.. pls la.... wat are we? ur 24 hr scolding bag issit? dun tink dat becos u are the oldest dun tink becos u go to a uni u are better den others? ur attitude sucks ok? approaching u have never been easy... even if trying to tok to u is hard... dun forget when our younger sistas had their first mensus they turn to u first and u turn them away... its me who told them abt it... since when had u really cared for us? wtf....u nv wants to listen to pple's perspective of view and always think that we must always be at the wrong... phyllis accounts i already tried explaining to u... but b4 i can finish explaining u juz started shouting at pple.... and btw... today i did not start dis bloody topic.. it was mommy who came and ask me to help phyllis with her work and lighten ur bloody workload.. for all i care i can juz enjoy sleeping aft nap and shopping aft my lesson end.. i dun bloody hell care.... i care fr phyllis as much as u care for her.. u wan her to score i also wan her to score.... we have a common goal so why can't we juz sit down and plan her work schedule for her sake....? i have experience flunking the bloody accounts and i still hate it so i totally cannot tolerate accounts u can have her all to urself i dun care..... i dun need to kiss hug or teach her to show my concern for her.... like what u always do... show her the minimum respect if u wan her to respect u.. dat is such a simple theory and u can nv get it into ur so bloody self centred brain.... i have enuff of u.... and i am telling u now... I HATE U!!!!! right from the very start..that is why i am so pissed with myself for not being able to enter a jc... not becos of anything but becos of U... u have another thing to luff at me abt.. i bet u are oh so very happy..i nv liked jc.. i totally detest my life during first 3 mths... though i am happy to enter poly... a part of me dislike it cos i cannot prove u wrong... i hate u always despising me.. i hate u always critizing on my weight & my studies.. i hate u always mocking at others and saying how clever u r.... i hate u for everything and anything.. so bloody stay clear of my sight...frm now we will juz stay clear of one another....
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
Ok.. this entry is abt what happen yest..... Firstly went for vball training at prss.. kinda boring actually but at least get to play ball.. den melvin ask us to teach e sec 1 how to play vball.. super sianx.. so me rrina and liah sneak up to the hall to play vball.... so much for my suntanning plan.... den went up and play vball while the bgirls and bboys compete against one another.. can say that i am super stun by the bgirls standard.... whao.. and the bboys also improve super much..den aft dat getting sianx le den i went to ask mr hoo to open the toilet for me... den open le went back hall den get to play with the bboys comp awhile... den mixture of old girls and old guys lo.. i tink we won.. yeapx.. hahax.... den faster go bath le went to meet my classmates to go ice skating....
Ate lunch already den went to ice skate lo.. and i must stress dat i did not fall even once.. so proud of myself.. but the place is too crowded to skate fast anyway.... see pple falling everywhere.. den abt to leave dat tiem they have dis fast skatting compeition.. wah seh.. they all skate super super fast.. machim like they running like dat... liah, rrina u all rem the match with play with dhs? i saw the referee there lei.. not mr lee...the other wanx... i so stun.. den when leaving he say bbye sumore....
den aft dat went bugis to shop la.. i suggest bugis cos if go orchard must change train la den super ma fan lo... plus i have been going there for the pass dunno how many days lo... so forget it... den shop le went to V8 movie cafe to eat dinner den continue to shop ... den i had a ultra pain headaxche so i went to slp le...
oh ya zul called,... i got the job i tink cos i nv pick up his fone.. yea...!!!! finally gonna have money.. i tink ds job wld be fun.. cos we are nto making pple buy anything.. juz exchange vent fresh air freshener... no stress.. woohooooo...-gonex-
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Friday, June 10, 2005
hmmm.. today lesson end at two den have a quick brunch or wateva with mindy shi ya von jane and lee min... den first start sit togetehr with them like veyr wierd.. but i ate up y food and left quite quickly.. class gonna have ice skating trip tml... so aft vball training i tink i will go join them ba... really hate staying zt hm dis few days... go hm sure kena scolded by my mother.. scold and scold... wth... she si pissing me off.. today very tired wan to go hm slp de... but tink of how she scold me yest i totally lost mood le.. so in the end nv go hm...
Pei penny go to the befrueden there for the job interview... den aft which went to eat with penny and her classmate shimin and caiwen... quite fun la... hahax.. sit with them and talk... and eat of course.... den aft dat go shopping with penny... at plaza sing and bought a new waterbottle...
Went hm and tried telling my mother abt the india trip.. den she scold me again.. everything link to becos i am sick.. wth ritex? damn it lo.... dun go dun go la... i everydAy go work.. den earn money go holiday myself... bu yao kan bu qi wo....
I got a super gigantic disgustingly blotchy RED pimple on my nose!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh... it a sore in the eye... and he hurts like crazy.. and jess keeps luffing and calling me rudolf... u xiao xin ar u...later tml u pok out a big pimple i luff at u ar.....
Think i really hu lue le cadc lei... nv go down for any events and stuff.. everytime wan to go down.. also very sianx.. not much friend there also...den lesson alays super early end so always end up nv go.. i really think i am an MIA queen.. that nv happen b4 for me... and am rather upset with myself for neglecting my cca... but well.. nvm....
Quant and kiku ask me wanna join them and jessica to take part in dis so called compeitition where u stay at 7 eleven and sell as many of a certain product as possible... and i agree la.. basically juz to let u all noe... our grp name is KIKU.... but abt to change to BIMBOS if possible.. hahax.. ask jessica why bimbos... to qualify as a bimbo u need to have no brains and big boobs.. apparently i dun tink i have no brains..for big boobs.. i tink mine is nto too big for my size.. so i fit NEITHER criteria... nanananana
Whoots!!! volleyball training tml... counting down~!~!
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
Did i say how much i miss my ex classmates? no i did not? hmmmm.. ok.. i really miss them.. especially quant kiku bix xin jenn... wahx..dunno why now not in same class got so much things to tok abt but so little time to tok... i tink we ought to have a class outing... today went for job de interview... dun tinm it went fine but fine with me without the job cos not in a hurry for one.. daddy refuse to let me go india.. wth.... tml cadc event sounds rather interesting.. but still thinking whether to go or not....
I am still coughing and having flu... and my frineds say i blow my nose so noisy... and becos of sick quarrel with mummy cos i did not take medicine.. so now not in gd terms with mummy..
today went to borrow dan brown bk called da vinci code... a very nice bk lei... but haven read more den 1 chpt.. lolx... den went to makan at east coast with my family... remind me of the time when go hawker centre and eat with juan and zhen.. i think that will be the one and last time we eat together like dat ba.. hahax....
I wan to go back to the past as in really past past and not the current past... the past past b4 the current past... whoever u r if u noe what i am saying i sure shock dao lo.. hahax.. cos noone will think that it is them i am toking abt.. not u but u and not her but her... dunno who u r? den let it be the other her den...
wheeeeeeeee... am going for vball training at prss dis cuming sat.. *chants* faster faster fastr faster...* i miss my coach i miss my teacher in charge i miss my team mates my mis smy juniors i miss my juniors juniors also my juniors and i miss the watermelon yoomay promised me!!! yahx.. i am so happy that i can run st 21 and climb 11 floor if coach wants me to... (thats juz a remark.. dun try and make me run liah) but val and fen can't cum.... wat abt rrina?i wan to sai tai yang during sat.... stand under the sun and soak in the heat and stuff like dat... i wanna see mr hoo.... i wan to see guo bin and melvin(my coach) i dun even mind let them tease.. look how despo i am...
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Today was a quite eventful day.. i did 2 good deeds.. haha.. not bad le la... quite alot le lei.... Today lesson end early so went shopping with kiku and quant...on the way met a lady who is blind.. she wan to go hyatt hotel so brough her there... the no two good thing was that my maid told me the kettle of my neighbour hse boiling.. i go opp press doorbell noone ans... press so long.. den last resort.. my hse and theirs are connected so i went to my parents room and climb over to their hse.. i tink the auntie got the greatest shock.. but she thank me alot.. muahahax.. see i so gd? lolx... dis few days my eyes keep twitching... quant say it is bad thing gonna happen.. so worried for my family i went to pray for their safety home... they suppose to cum hm today.. but till now still no news.. dunno when they will be back... faster cum back..den i can go slp le... so worried..
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Whats with being in a relationship since u end up being hurt.. being seeing alot dis dis lately... pple who i am close with are breaking up and seeing them sad really hurts.. dunno how to say.. juz hope they get better.. u all noe who u all are,.... brave up and move on yea?
Today lesson was super tiring.. fell aslp durng one of my 1 hr break.. felt much better and more ready to go for lessons... which was gd la.. den teacher told us abt an accident dat took place at Sp... one no license guy knock down two girls walking up the hill or down not very sure.. but hearing abt it angers me.. how can pple be so irresponsible.. how long will it take for u to get a license.. why so impatient.. lucky the girl oni injured.. die how? how r u going to live up to ur consciences.. wat the hell.... Mood swing mood swing.. school's gonna have a field trip to india ... dunno whether to go... if wan i better start saving man.... next week gonna work again... $8 an hr.... not bad ritex... Today went hm with kiku and quant.. tok alot alot wor.. hahax.. being such a long time since we get to juz keep on tok and tok... like use to be...
Aliah and fen supposedly cuming my hse de but end up nv cum.. but doesn't matter la... its nice being at hm alone today.. cos my mood was not the top wan u see.. my diary entries are nto written for the view of anyone ba... read or dun read i also cannot be bothered le... its for me to pour out my thoughts....
Where have my trust of u being to... i am being kept in suspense... to everything and anything.. i really hope dat u will be able to tok to me... tell me what u really feel instead of putting up a false front for me to see.. i noe u treat me well.. each time u gip me a pat on the shoulder or sth.. i feel there is sth more to it.. but what? pls tell me...i know i dun play a special role in ur heart... but u do play a very special role in my heart... becos i really trust u as a very gd friend...
I keep thinking.. is it becos of dat incident...? is it becos of dat person? is it becos u wan a change of surroundings...?
wth.. i shld not even be thinking abt all this...
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Monday, June 06, 2005
How fast time past... i have been alone at hm for abt 1 day plus le.. hahax.... hope my family faster cum hm.. can't get use to the super quiet hse... Today go to sch like normal... and i realise one thing abt my PTM eddie ong.. he is a lousy teacher.. i tink i am bound to fail my SCM le... darn.... nvm.... aft lesson today went hm to find that got no dinner for me.. my maid not able to get thru my fone.. forget it.. so waited for her to cook den i fell aslp on the sofa.... feeling so tired and sleepy now.. dun feel like doing my FMA hw... oh man.. wat a torture....
Xi huan ni Xiang ai ni Xiang suo zeng xin hua....
so long nv hear dis song le.... gonna get it frm junda.. hehex..
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Saturday, June 04, 2005
Today went for the welfare event at orchard.. the whole place was like so crowded and we are walking arnd playing games... first went with project com to play the *final destination* den follow by together with the seniors play the second game.... while at it we saw sum mediacorp artiste and were avoiding them liek crazy cos later let them take us down sure very ma lu.... i tink is a damn gd exercise la... on a damn hot day juz keep walking non stop until my leg numb le...
penny gave me my bday present.. Adidas Perfume.. HOHO... i love it.. thanx penny... which remind me too dat today is Peixi's Birthday!!! Happy Birthday Peixi!!!
An update on yesterday happening... Lesson ended at 10 in the morning so went out with lum and Jessica...so we went to ate mos while i ate bread and den went to arcade play sum games la.. mostly dey play cos i am nto into arcade.. so was sort of shopping arnd for penny's bday gift... did nto find anything but noe wat to buy for her le.. hehe... yahx anyway we were shopping around when we heard the oldies song xio ba zhang(steam dumpling) and they started luffing and said it was my song.. it all started with the char siew bao song which i sang during chalet... BUt anniway they made me sing it so to humour them i sang with this high pitch and old and cranky voice.... (did not had to put in much effort since i keep coughing like crazy and end up with that voice) so now they call me a dumpling.. ba zhang... while dat ah lum called herself xiao long bao.. so bu yao lian... as for jess... i dunno? ang ku kueh? lolx..
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Friday, June 03, 2005
i was feeling rather wierd... confused ba.. i dunno.... so as i was browsing my friend's blog i came upon dis webby dat let pple paint what they want...i painted a few piece each time i damage it... everytime i did one perfect one i will destroy it with blotches of paint... wats wrong with me?
i feel that dis feeling it was unlike the previous time... when things were better... i no longer sense the care that once exist... i feel that dis time i am juz a willing party and this whole thingy is a one sided thing... turn down all the chat to try and paint what i really feel... but can't get it... why do i can't help feeling like a sparetyre.... the snese of security no longer exist.. wth...forget it.... tml got cadc event... juz go.. argh...
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Thursday, June 02, 2005
hmmm.. did i mention dat aiwei is selling magazine in SP? i mean times.. hahax... anyway had a talk with her during one of my breaks today.... very sweet girl.. hehex... anyway... i keep rubbing my dat blue black that i got when i fell down and guess what? it is bigger den a 50 cents coin.... oh man.. its so ugly and unsightly... especially when i wear skirts... Today got the money from jelena to go and buy my textbook,... not enuff money to buy wor....only manage to buy the hospitality and tourism textbk.. sads... den aft dat wait for quant to lesson end den go hm with her den also went back with kiku... at popular saw justin... he was going back with xmen.. lalala.. dunno why i am juz rattling on what happen today... nothing better to do ba....tml lesson end at 10 am... i tink i bringing my swimming suit den aft lesson go safra swim alone.. hehex... very long nv swim le.. and since i reach there will be abt 11 plus.. the sun will be nice and hto and bright.. dne i can work on my tan... lalalalx... den i will have a nice and dark tan.. woohooooo.... still considering whether to go for cadc event on sat sia.... thinking thinking... see penny they all how first ba....i tink i really like the adidas perfume... i tink i will get it when i am richer.. now money must save save save ar... cos i am broke le... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
YOz.... did i mention that i fell down the stairs the other time? no i did not.. hahax... i got dis huge blue black on my leg now.. so pain wor... xingjuan yuan lai i also very accident prone lei.. dis few dasy keep on bang here bang there... but anyway after i fell down while walkign out of the gate of my hse.... yeapx i bang onto the gate... no i am not blind.. its the door that is shoret.. the prob does not lie with me... yahx so today i went hm early den my whole family at hm wor... den was like i sit on sofa and talk with them la.. and my mother say i am very noisy and say its a long time since she heard me so noisy.. i tink so too.. i miss them... then b4 dinner mumym told me that its a long time since having the whole family sit down together and had dinner... make me so guilty... mummy went to make the duck specially for me cos she say i alot of things cannot eat...hehex.. love my mother so much.. yahx.. so i spend my whoel aft slping..slept for 4 hrs... and though heard my mother use the inter fone system to call me to wake up and pee i juz ignore her.. haha.. she wanted to wake me up la... was so tired... gotta slp soon too.. hahax... still very tired.. wo hao lei wor... did i say that i am loving my classmates even more? frm dba de... grown to appreciate them even more.. hahax..
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