Friday, June 03, 2005
i was feeling rather wierd... confused ba.. i dunno.... so as i was browsing my friend's blog i came upon dis webby dat let pple paint what they want...i painted a few piece each time i damage it... everytime i did one perfect one i will destroy it with blotches of paint... wats wrong with me?
i feel that dis feeling it was unlike the previous time... when things were better... i no longer sense the care that once exist... i feel that dis time i am juz a willing party and this whole thingy is a one sided thing... turn down all the chat to try and paint what i really feel... but can't get it... why do i can't help feeling like a sparetyre.... the snese of security no longer exist.. wth...forget it.... tml got cadc event... juz go.. argh...
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feel the magical essence...# ;