Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Whats with being in a relationship since u end up being hurt.. being seeing alot dis dis lately... pple who i am close with are breaking up and seeing them sad really hurts.. dunno how to say.. juz hope they get better.. u all noe who u all are,.... brave up and move on yea?
Today lesson was super tiring.. fell aslp durng one of my 1 hr break.. felt much better and more ready to go for lessons... which was gd la.. den teacher told us abt an accident dat took place at Sp... one no license guy knock down two girls walking up the hill or down not very sure.. but hearing abt it angers me.. how can pple be so irresponsible.. how long will it take for u to get a license.. why so impatient.. lucky the girl oni injured.. die how? how r u going to live up to ur consciences.. wat the hell.... Mood swing mood swing.. school's gonna have a field trip to india ... dunno whether to go... if wan i better start saving man.... next week gonna work again... $8 an hr.... not bad ritex... Today went hm with kiku and quant.. tok alot alot wor.. hahax.. being such a long time since we get to juz keep on tok and tok... like use to be...
Aliah and fen supposedly cuming my hse de but end up nv cum.. but doesn't matter la... its nice being at hm alone today.. cos my mood was not the top wan u see.. my diary entries are nto written for the view of anyone ba... read or dun read i also cannot be bothered le... its for me to pour out my thoughts....
Where have my trust of u being to... i am being kept in suspense... to everything and anything.. i really hope dat u will be able to tok to me... tell me what u really feel instead of putting up a false front for me to see.. i noe u treat me well.. each time u gip me a pat on the shoulder or sth.. i feel there is sth more to it.. but what? pls tell me...i know i dun play a special role in ur heart... but u do play a very special role in my heart... becos i really trust u as a very gd friend...
I keep thinking.. is it becos of dat incident...? is it becos of dat person? is it becos u wan a change of surroundings...?
wth.. i shld not even be thinking abt all this...
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