Alright.. Going to do some blogging before i go get my mother at the changi airport. Firstly feel kind of wierd recently. I think the horoscope did make me feel a bit of wierd. I mean sometimes what it says is so true that it scared me and this week i feel like what it say is quite true again. Maybe is just the psychological part of me. But i am not feeling too good actually.. Feeling that i just want to be alone for a moment.
Recently had so many things that are like happening and all are in a twinkling of an eye. So fast. I practically spend all my time in my studies and projects and the coming retail challenge. For lecture i just keep listening and taking notes but results were not as expected though expected. Projects i hope to be able to do well ( like noone wants, silly me) and retail challenge i really want to win alright. BUt sometimes i just wish that we never get in. Like now all i wish is for a break but my saturday used up for retail challenge.
Keep thinking of those unhappy things. Don't really know whats the problem with me. I really want to forget somethings but it just don't seem to be able to leave my mind. I want to scream out loud i want to be happy.. I miss my mom and am so glad she is coming home. Cause she always can make me feel happier for god knows what reason.
Why is it that everytime something in my life is resolve then another problem comes. I feel that i have no energy to speak up anymore that sometimes i have a bit of thinking that i will usually voice up i just keep to myself. When people ask i will just say i am tired. Yeah i really am. I think i still like life during secondary school where i have a small sweet cozy circle of friends and that my life revolves around volleyball and my animal+fruit family. Fat cat i really miss you alright. Since last year my exam never get to see you le. Been trying to ask you out but always nto i not free then you not free.
Tell you guys a secret.....
PRSSVBALL ROCKS YEA?
GET IT?
