Friday, August 19, 2005
Do you all sometimes feel that you have something on your mind that you want to say yet you don't know how to put into words? Thats what i am actually facing now. I don't know whats wrong but i feel that i am being despise on that kind of feeling. Despite having so much pressure put onto me, i try to be happy infront of everybody as long as i have energy. I am not trying to put up a false front. Its just that i want everyone to be happy. So simple. BUt why can't i do it? I think i have put in my best and since i don't seem to be able to please anyone, forget it. I GIVE UP.
Yesterday had retail challenge and stand for like 13 hours non stop. Sales was slow and only made 100 plus plus dollars. Everything is bad. Don't want to think about it anymore. Today had school then rush finish UCCD project go home feeling lethargic. Went to sleep then out to dine with Ying mao mao.. miss her so much. Then now here i am. What else can i say?
bye
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