Saturday, August 06, 2005
Hmmm... don't know what to say also.Recently keep feeling like blogging but after awhile close the window cause lost interest. Feeling like so sick la. Having a bad week and predicted the same case for the week ahead. Recently like don't feel like talking in school. Stayng in school makes me feel untterly sick. And i think i am having this stressful temper. Why is it called a stressful temper? because when i feel stressed that typical impatient and do something wrong and you die mood has come again. Seriously been trying to control it by just shutting up and let people do the decision. When i do not agree with some minor things i just keep quiet but if it becomes something that is way out i will give direct comments. For those who i actually commented too directly sorry yea? I am still trying to control my temper. Think i am going to buy those crappy CDs that says that it would help you relax and relieve stress. Since i have no choice i shall make the last resort when i am not so broke.
Alright so yesterday went home immediately after school end and i mean immediately. After school don't want to wait then just immediately go home by taking the train Then fell asleep in the train. Reached Simei and saw Xinyun but being so tired i just walk away from her so as not to have to pick up some unwanted conversation. Made my way around Eastpoint while waiting for my Dad to pick me up from simei. I know its just a 15 min walk but i am tired ok? Then went home and had my lunch which i even finish half of it cause the same word.. I am tired. Then went to sleep until the evening. Woke up feeling dizzy and realise that its the time of the month which explains all these moodiness tiredness and dizziness crap. So much for being a woman. I rather serve NS then have to go through this crap EVERY MONTH.. at least going to NS i just suffer for that 3 years and get done with it not forgetting an increase in pay after the whole service is over. This is my point of view and i believe everyone have their own thinking. So you have the right to ignore or remain silent or voice out.
So today woke up to make my way to Bedok Mrt station where we waited for Mila to fetch us to centrepoint to check out our store for retail challenge. Mila is nice to treat us with hot chocolate chips drinks and pizza. Not forgetting the ride to and fro home. Really appreciate it. I finally realised that i really have the talents to be creative. Mila complimented me!! Cause fo the posted i did.. Wait till you guys see it. And your eyeballs will fall out. Wait till i get a copy kz?
Okie.. This is a long entry... shall go le.. bbye..
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