Friday, September 30, 2005
Ok... Well... Exams over.. too free so change a blog skin.. guess everyone is so sick of my old blog skin.. i am tired.. so shall not say much.. nitex..
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Alright.. had HRm paper just now ... hmmm.. i think i will do quite ok.. hoping for an A for a high B.. i dunnoe.. just hope i can do well.. Supposedly to be study ECM now but decide to do it later.. i think i am kinda falling sick.. feeling so weak all over.. yucks!!.. anyway aft HRM went to register for those holiday lesson... I wanted to take the make up lesson so got penny to take up with me.. then penny wanted to take skin care but they say no more then at the end say again that they opening up another 2 class ask us want to join not.. we agreed so at the end spend 30 plus on these holiday lesson.. oh well.. treat it as fr fun lo... since i have no plans for holidays except getting a job though dun think anyone would like to hire me.. sad.. hahax.. very sad... oh well.. its 9.. go watch tv.. muahahx..
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Friday, September 16, 2005
Oh ok... gonna update about some things that i remembered and some things that i did today...
starting with what i remembered... I actually remember a dream that i was unable to remember for the past few days.. The dream was that i felt a sharp pain on my eyes and i can actually feel it.. then i lift up my eye lid and saw those ulcer u see on your mouth.. very big very scary... ok thats all i remember.. muahahax
Yesterday was studying at night for FMA then study until i feel asleep.. the wierd thing is i slept without dreaming the whole night through and am so damn awake even after so long.. Happy!~!
Today went shopping with my mother who bought a sofa.. Actually my mother make me tried this skirt and top.. i think the top is nice and but is way off my budget.. 40 bucks.. Ok dream on.. Then pass by Fond hugs and pointed to this top to my mother and said.. Mummy you look.. the model wearing one.. i like alot.. always pass by saw it but dun dare to try.. and its way too expensive.. Then my mother said.. If you wear already nice and you really like it i buy for u.. wah.. i so happy then went in want to try the sales girl say out of stock and the stock will not be coming soon.. so disappointed.. Then look around the shop also have nothing that i like so walk out.. BUt before that left my number for the sales assistant.. hahax..
Then Mindy call me to go study so went to study with her and jeff at starbucks simei.. study quite alot lei.. u all dun see my heck care attitude ok? hahax.. then was taking a break and walking around when i saw this spiderman lantern.. i liek alot lei.. then told them i very long nv ti deng long already.. then say lets all buy one but they say i siao still want me bring me go CGH.. hrmpf.. but never mind.. Evelyn call me ask me want to go sentosa tml not.. though i say cannot i say Sunday we go ti deng long ok? then she say OK!! hahax.. so there goes my spider man lantern.. YEAH!!!!
Ok.. walk around my house estate there awhile and looking at the houses and all.. Then pass by this banner that says that my estate here there was 3 dengue fever cases.. Actually if everyone take pride in looking after the area. there might not be so many mosquitoes.. Just look at how Singaporeans litter.. it really disgust me... Now is when all Singaporeans should work hand in hand isn't it? So why all these litter.. I just feel that Singaporeans sometimes are a little too inconsiderate.. Lets just take the toilet for example.. Everyone dirties the toilet like nobodies elses business.. everyone carries the attitude of.. Who cares about the next person as long as i have done my business.. Today went to the toilet at Eastpoint.. Then saw this Tissue on the seat of the toilet bowl.. how disgusting can it gets...
and the blogger that blog about the race.. Well.. whatever happens he deserves it.. I never approved in people scolding vulgarities..BUt well.. even so.. Lets all face it.. Each race have their black sheep. No matter what.. Its only whether they have the courage to voice it out.. It just happens that these people.. are abit too over and well... They are just doing what people are too coward to do in Singapore.. Even if i was asked to do so.. I bet i will nto dare to do so.. Ok i am a coward.. Anyway.. heard my tagboard cannto tag.. people hang on while i fix it.. muahahx.. gonex*
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Monday, September 12, 2005
Well... today's RWPS was great.. hahax.. i think my group handle everything quite smoothly.. yea!!!Never had much expectation of RWPS.. Jon and von says i can get a B for overall but i feel that a C is the furthest i can go now. Well... i went home after the presentation and it was like raining la.. Yucks.. so took 2 hrs to reach home instead of one.. i went home then fall aslp... i never knew i was so tired.. and i had a dream again and found it super difficult to wake up.. Saw this lady in her 50s i think... which appear in my dreams for dunno how many times le.. Definately not the first... what she sad i forget le... i think i will start keeping a dream book.. YEapx.. then i can keep track of my dreams and who knows i might discover some unexpected things... who knows..
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
oh well.. welcome back again... Today gonna talk about this dream that i had,... Its a dream that i actually remembered... Although i always dream, although i always sleep.. i never get to remember my dream when i wake up.. THis time i did.. I know its someone telling me ghost story... think got too much influence on ghost story from my project members.. Well... all i remember now is it was suppose to be scary.. but its not.. oh well.. whats new? i forget again...
Yesterday i got our timetable from school.. That distinct pink envelope.. Like who will not be able to notice it.. Yucks... Reminds me that exam is around the corner.. In fact have UCCD exam like this coming wednesday/... Prays i do well since i haven start studying..
Everytime i try to do omething people feel;s that i am trying to create trouble... BUt all i am trying to do it help.. Hello? does anyone out there appreciates? uh-uh.. NO.... well.. someday we'll know..
Life is getting boring.. i need some support... someone.. H-E-L-P
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Friday, September 09, 2005
Today was a tired yet eventful day... At first was still thinking that it was going to be a super boring day.. It was proved otherwise.. After school went home thinking of a good day sleep. Then my mao mao sms ask me whetehr wan to pei her go and guy formal clothes and i said yes.. Then after shopping around Tampines mall decide to head for century square and saw this huge commotion.. Curious of what happen i move forward.. and saw the poster that writes the word LADIES NIGHT!!! woohoo... at a shopping centre... then the guys all so blur.. why cannot go in.. Some guys also very poor thing.. stand ouside reading newspaper waiting for their wife.. Inside the shopping mall there was a big sales going on.. discounted good price... bopught foundation at ten plus only.. Not bad.. hahax... What the funyn part was at the stage there is guys topless dancing pole dance and stuff.. so funny la... all i can say is fun fun fun... go watch tv le.. Byeeeeeeeee
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
oh yea.. hi.... hahax.. yesterday went to peggy's hse to supposedly do project.. ended up chatting and eating... then i fell aslp.. if anyone feels that u really is very hubgry.. go to peggy's.. hahax... she offered us her own made mooncake.. then this strawberry mooncake.. then nugget and blueberry and oreo cheesecake... there were more.. but... FULL.. hahax... anyway.... as i was saying.. yesh i fell aslp after all that eating and rushing of projects.. hahax... then she scare me up.. yucks.. hahax... Today was super super tiring.. nevertherless met alot of unexpected pple.. tomorrows got presentation again... *groanxz* Anyway... got back some results that were prove shocking.. Never knew my projects could have excel so well.. I have nothing lesser then a B for all projects.. BUt guess the record will definately be broken by RWPS.. muahahax.. today got back our hard work UCCD.. yes the one which i got everyone to tont over at vons house to finish.. nto bad la.. got a B for it.. My UCCD overall even without going for exam already pass le.. so happy.. muahahx...ok.. my shui ling long come liaox.. bbye.. muahahx
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Monday, September 05, 2005
Oh man.. After the retail challenge.. starting from that day, i just keep sleeping.. sleeping sleeping.. and its getting more addictive.. I actually missed lesson to come home and sleep. hahax.. no la... i came to have a short nap then get back to this silly rwps project i have to complete.. BUt ended up i slept like only half an hour and was woken up by my family singing K... i think i am just going to assign them time when they can sing K.. its so irritating like now trying to concertrate.. End up cannot do project again.. Yucks..
I feel that i am drifting further from some and drawing close to some. I do not know why i am doing this and i have no idea what would be the outcome... I am very confuse.. I do not know what i want. Retail challenge has ended and feeling so very wierd about it... Its like when CADC camp officially ended... I wanted it to end so much but when it really end,... i feel the pain.... Some things in your life you just hope will lie in your life but will never...
Was having this conversation with one of my classmate when he ask what i doing during the holidays... and i actually never thought of what i want to do with it... Last full holiday was occupied by CADC... this time no CADC... what will become of me? Some might be saying.. go back to club then... BUt the feeling is like the more events you skip, the more you don't want to go back anymore... so back to what i want to do.. I started by saying i want to go overseas.. But my mother only mention not long ago that my family have overspend our holiday budget.. so no way too.. Then work... NOt in the mood for it.. I want to do something eventful this holiday.. BUt again, can't think of any.. but before i start pondering about every factor in my life... i have to get back to RWPS... or die a horrible death.. muahahx.. ---gonex---
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
Oh well.. Today marks the end of the retail reality challenge held by the cold storage group. Had the last presentation today. Work up at 6 to bath, wear my formal clothings, make up and practise PRACTISE!! made my way to bedok MRt station where mila brought us to dhoby ghaut. Again at Macdonaled Practice and practise with my group members...
After that we present... While present half way realise that forget to bring our props into the the meeting room.. YUCKS!!! But overall i really think our group did fabulous... BUt we did not win.. Was kinda disappointing. Thought there was chance to be in the top 3.. BUt ended up with consolation price. BUt well.. Ain't that bad right? tried our best already....Moreover i learn to make up on myself. A plus point. And a better Testimonial next time i guess.
It was really an eye opener and i realise that managers are also human after all yea? no need to be afriad of them.... hahax... Well.. The memories will be with me thought the money i have already spend it before i got it on clothes and well MP3player.. muahahax... tillt hen... tata!
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
Been a very long time since i blogged. I was rushing the project all the while and with retail challenge going on.. Even worse.. i am feeling so tired and my body condition getting bad to worse. Today whole day feel like vomitting. Then try to eat but when i eat i almost vomit out so eventually chose .... not to eat of course. Tomorrow is the date due of all my projects. I feel oblivious of what is going on at the moment. No news from my group members...
Saturday would be the final prsentation of the retail challenge. I was thinking quite alot. Will i Stutter? will i let my group mates down? will i lose confidence. Will i have a sudden mental block? and the list goes down.
Its been a long and tiring term. Half wished that i did not come to polytechnic. Thoughts of giving up keep occupying my brain.... HOw i wish HOw i wish...
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