Tuesday, May 31, 2005
1 hr later i am back to blog again.. yeapx... juz came back frm the doctor... den he say my cough is nto a virus.. it is feng han... wateva is it.. yeapx... so he tells me all sorts of things cannot eat.... cold fried heaty sweet food cannot eat.. i tink my tongue's gonna turn numb liaox lo.. sianx diaox.. i tink like dat life no meaning le lo.. he say cannot eat all these is cos it will cause my throat to itch den i will cough... den he say wun gip me too much medicine and no antibiotics.. but i ended up with two kinds of medicine.. tot i wld end up with one.. happy for nutting...
Yuan Lai Bu Shi Ni.... hmmmm....
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Hmmm.. school hgave started for like two days... Lesson was ok except for today quite a torture sia... wahx... the lesson from 8 to 5.. haven got use to study mode man.. but overall was ok la... got dis Indian teacher for my FMA teacher.. and here i would like to thank robin for always speaking liek an indian in CADC.. orelse i gues si wun be able to understand what the teacher was teaching today.. muahahahx.. 10x 10x.. Later gonna see doctor le wor.. cos now gettign worse sia.. having flu le... getting worse and worse.. actually nutting much to blog lei.. but juz feel like blogging.. shld i join vball? shld i shld i?arghhhhh
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Saturday, May 28, 2005
Today i woke up and pack my room.. after which i went down to feed my daddy's fishes since he is away.... so i switch on the light of the fish tank i feed the fish la... i den sit down to look at the fish eating.. and i realise how similar the fishes are to human in some ways...
The fishes all reach to the surface to grab the food and sprinkle some of the food down... however the fishes that have yet to reach the surface only look forward and aim at the food on the surface and is nto aware of the food that is juz beside it falling like flake to the bottom of the tank... juz like we human....there is this chinese saying that says xiang qian kan... look forward dun look back... but looking back might not be a bad thing after all... sumtimes if we juz stop rushing arnd in our hectic life and look at our surroundings and even our past, however bad it might seems to u in the past might nto be as bad... and u might even turn to luff at ur foolishness in the past.
I never like or thank what i was given to me... I hated going to pasir ris sec.. i hated the sch for streaming me to the last class.. i hated practically everything... BUt to think again... if i was not stream to prss, i would nto have met such lovely friends like Ying2, Eve, My vball mates (fen liah rrina pei val) and nv get to have such lovely teachers like mrs ashiq mrs chua mrs lim mr hoo... they are part of my life that i will nv forget... Even when i reach poly... each time sumthng happen it is a lesson learnt and teaches me to be more careful the next time i have to handle with sum problems again.. Even in DBA with my 03 clasmates... although we are all scattered around, i gain to experience time spend with all the diff clique and get to feel their uniqueness..
My Clique: Consisting of kiku xin jenn and von... how to say lei.. its always a routine of going to have meals and stuff togetehr.. and talking when got xin shi and stuff... its happy been with u guys la... and so glad able to confide to u guys when needed... Most of the time we juz sit there and talk crap.. hahax... which most often leads to nothing... but its fun ok? hahax...Kiku is the kai xin guo of our clique ba... always luffing and hardly see her stress up or angry.. looking at her really brightens up my day... Xin is the ever so sweet and lovable girl...and rather blur too.. hahax.. really so kind and friendly... hahax.. jenn.. i really thinks she have good fashion taste.. it nice to even think what she is gonna wear to sch .. hahax.. and a good taste of bf as well... hahax.. Meix i am not gonna say anything abt u cos i have alreayd wrote one para the previous time for u.. bleah..
Ba Ba Family: Rather bimbotic family... LOL.. Consisting of jess, yun, wendy and quant... they are a group of people where u juz cannot stop luffing when with them.. the things they do and say.... sumtimes the things are nto as funny if said frm sum other pple.. sumhow they are able to twist arnd to make it damn funny... jess most distinctive habit would be she cannto stand body odour ba.. and when she smells it u will juz die luffing seeing her expression..Quant.. goodness that bimbotic girl... she likes to try her hair in all sort of wierd patterns and when pple luff at her she still stands at her so positive image when most would juz remove it.. the very special thing abt her is that when she luffs hard.. try pushing her she will juz fall off the chair,... try it if u dun believe me.. Huiyun... goodness... she luffs like a witch... so horrible.. when she luffs everyone will starts luffing.. and i must stress on hwo white she is... goodness.. i think as white as snow ba... and i cannot stand it... ahhhhhhhh... Wendy.. she is juz the opp of huiyun.. she is as black as charcoal.. hoho... and is so man la.. she got alot of strength lo. our clas swill noes why i say that la.. and she have a banana face.. really she does.. LOOK carefully next time u pple see her..
den is the yang yang family.. consisting of pei xia jane lee min siti von and me.. hahax.. i run everywhere la... i will say and overall for the whole grp kz? lazy to type le.. bascially min is my ah ma.. jane my mummy xia and pei hua my ah yi.. von my sister and siti my neice.. however we came up with this complex family tree god knows.. but we will does things like a family.. hahax.. crap and stuff.. and we dun call one another by names but by their status like jane i call her mummy in sch instead of jane. hahax..
Overall its really nice been in our class.. i realise i haven tok abt the guys.. but sum other day kz? too lazy le.. byeee.... hey guys does nto mean that u all are nto impt oni that i wan to get back to my story bk.. hahax.. memoirs of a geisha... Maybe i will write again tonight.. ok ok?
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
i am back!! being thinking alot recently.... reading my past entries.. i tink i really was rather harsh regarding my perpective of pple...i talk to my mum and she say.... there are really alot of pple iin the world.. but there is nothing u can do but only stay cautious... do i really have to do that all the time? i mean i will feel real tired.. is it really true i can trust noone in the world? confused.... i tink i will juz continue walking my path in life...
my sister got back her results and i tink it is damn bad.. her teacher wan to drop her to normal academics but said to gip her another chance... looking at her results... it is no wonder her teacher wan to push her to normal... she failed her overall.. den got f9 for accounts and d7 for both a maths and english... i know she is upset too.. so while pple go and tok to her i juz leave her alone.. i noe wat she wan is not my advice and nagging.. tink i will gip her sum time to settle down her feelings b4 going to tok to her... afterall she is my fav sister...
i shall not scold vulgarities from this moment onwards.. no matter how much i fele liek scolding i wun do it.. i must control.. the old yiwen is cuming back.. yeapx... i am coming back... Ah ma dun worry kz? i noe its kinda irritating to hear vulgarities cos i scolded pple for scolding vulgarities.. so yea... stay tuned okie?
school's gonna start dis monday... gonna pack my room for the new term... yeapx... tomorrow will be spring cleaning day.... woohooo... very long nv pack my room le.. lalalalx....
Went shopping with mummy today... bought a body scrub from loreal and a lipstick from maybeline.. think i am getting more and more vain le.. muahahahx... try stopping me yea?which remind me i saw this water bottle at BAsic(e sports shop) its so cute i love it... woohooo.. am gonna buy it... den smell dis adidas perfume.. i like the smell. it dun gip me a headache,... so gonna get ti sumday too.. woohooo... da jie if u read this rem okie? my bday present u haven buy for me... ADIDAS perfume... its the great spore sales.. so u betta get it fast b4 it runs out...the colour is close to white.. i spray it on mum that day... and i keep standing beside her and say she smells nice.. LOL.. funny..
okie.... my family going oversea next week... and i am not allowed to go.. cos i sch start le.. NOT FAIR.. protest!!! nvm.. at least i have the hse to myself.. anyone care for a girl's sleepover? strictly for GIRLS... hoho.. bbyeeeeeeeeeee
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Boo!!! to start off.... brother i am recovering... no worry yea?
Today went to school for spring cleaning... i guess i really have nothing much to say.. the lesser i say the lesser trouble i will make ba.. thats my feeling... so i juz keep packing the things... pack pack pack.. hoping to leave instantly... Think i got nothing to say with them also... no common topic... den after that i gave siying a ride on the bike... yea.. she was my guinea pig.. first person i bike... and we succeeded.... was awarded a pass by siying for carrying a person behind my bike.. so proud.. den i aft dat wan to return the bike back to club so i cycled peixi back... brought her safely back to club.. phew~ den walk to mrt to go orchard find quant.. on the way saw sum freshies from camp.. they remembered me lei.. pple like shi kai, don, peiwen and xinzhi... hahax.. they said hi to me and look so happy to see me wor... i think that was the oni achievement i got from camp ba... and the oni thing that comforts me would be the smile of their faces... so went to meet quant... whao.. got hell lots of thinsg to tok to her abt.. supposedly shopping but ended up chattign and chatting... so happy to see quant.. den my appeitite becum damn gd.. keep feeling hungry... i dun wan to let u boast abt it.. but seriously.. u really brighten up my day quant.. yeaaa... dunno how to survive next time when u not in my class le.... so sad... juz a note to quant...YOU ARE STILL AS BIMBOTIC AS EVA!!!! hahax...but thats wat i like of u as a friend... bimbotic.. LOL...
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Monday, May 23, 2005
Today have been one of my best day so far..... Mummy suggested us going out to eat brunch follow by went shopping at PS.... so first we went to eat the famous Curry noodle.. btu since i am having a cough i settled down with a pork rib soup noodle... not dat bad... follow by went to PS... went shop arnd and as i say was one of my happiest moments cos i joked and had fun with my mother and sister... and of course my DADDY...Mummy hold onto my hand and tok to me while we shopped... it really is a very nice feeling..... den i bought a top... Daddy said that all expenses i made would be paid by him.... Hurray.... yahx.. so oni bought a top.. cos at the end gotta go buy my mei mei camp stuff.... we went home early but its still quite nice afterall...
I went home took my medicine i went to sleep.... i had the same dream again.. the same creepy ghost.. the same boat.. the same toilet.. only this time is worse... i took a sort of sampan to an island that looks like st john.. the sampan was dangerously overloaded... i could feel the water... i was the one rowing the boat... it was dark and scary.... den when we reach.. it was suppose to be dinner time i guess.. the sky was dark and gloomy... i went to the toilet.. it is like the st john style de... i open the door i saw this lady with long hair squatting down... she was chanting and her legs was full on ants.... damn freaky.. i left and the next scene was the toilet again.. this time i was in the toilet.. there were ants crawling on my legs juz like the lady.. i killed all the ants and quickly left... the whole place was freaky.. it is juz like a haunted house...everything is very very dark..
this dream is not the first time i dream of it.. send chills down my spine.. especially when i remembers about it...
Someone ask me to promise him to walk out of this nitemare... i am trying.. i am still trying... Thanks for being there for me and i need ya support...thank ya brother...
To another someone... thank you for being there for me and offer to let me confide to at all times... you were there everytime i needed help and encouragement... since secondary sch u were my personal confider... its really so gd to have u as my bro.. cos u never do luff at the silly things i did and encourage me when i am down... thanx bro....
Nian Qin de... you encourage me to walk out of this nitemare..... i hope you can also walk out of whatever u r facing now.. cos i noe u are not the least bit happy now... jia you together kz?
To all my friends... thank you very very very much... thank you for showing me the concern... i cannot show my gratitude towards u guys.....
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
ok.. this is going to be another sadist post.. anyone who does not wish to hear me out and just click the cross at the top right hand corner... there can u see it?
My life here is so cold dark and lonely... i nv had such overwhelming feeling b4... i feel that i juz cannot be the yiwen i used to be again... where i can play freely with my vball mates... and even my DBA classmates.. i always crap and we make fun of one another... after i walk dis small path in life... i realise what people called hypocrites.... i really see it right in my eyes.... at first i do not understand what is going on.. but now i know... i understand.... the picture is out ... upfront staring at me... feeling so naked and helpless all of a sudden... i wan to walk away... hide away.... to sumwhere where noone can see me... and that place is home.. i wish to just stay in my cosy hse showered with my mother's care love and concern...
Where did my carefree childhood gone to?
Wo ceng jin shi duo me de wu liu wu lu... xian zai ne?
Penny you were right all along.. i was not capable enuff to take up dis challenge.... i shld have listen to ur advice...sumone pls return me my happiness...School please start faster.. dis way i can just dive into that humongous pile of work that is awaiting me....nv been so keen to start sch.... my life is so f up.
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
Today marks the end of all the freshmen orientation events that we have plan for the past few months.. it was really a struggle and a good training of strength, endurance ans perseverance...I can say that being in CADC was nto an easy time for me from the very start cos i never seem to be able to click... however it really does leave me some memories.... Like for camp it would be the thunderstorm night.. everything si still so fresh on my mind.. seeing the lightning strike.... the time where all the girls hid in the girls bunk and cried... the part where we made our self stay compose and repeatedly sang the huan yin song.. there are even freshmen who thought that it was a hoax on them....(blackout i mean) den was the most memorable debrief that sends chill down my spine when i think abt it once again.... i nv was able to get over it.. in fact during debrief today i was very scared.... though i knew i did nothing wrong... We really met with alot of unexpected happenings or in other words Suay... alot of things that have nv happen happened on our batch... but we never did give up and keep righting till the end of time... Telematch ends officially today.. Tribal dance ended up with Xiao Hui taking over Jingsi....Xiao Hui was real stress cos last min we had to get her as replacement... but she nv gip up.. Thank you alot xiao hui.. thank you very very much.. without u... things would nto be what it is today.... Thank you for giving us all the will and strength to carry on.... we had our face and body all painted by the seniors for teh tribal.. though we feel uncomfortable.. it was fun alright....yeah.... though the cannot slp throughout the night was a torture with me coughing all the time... my cough was so bad i felt like vomitting... my stomach hurts like crazy... and must thank people from Kiiowa.. They no i am sick then keep on take cae of me ask me drink more water.... Though i had a disappearing act for a while, dey did not blame me la..really very gan dong lo... there is still the last round up to go.... hope to be able to see aot of pple there... to all MIUs PCs Helpers and Graduates.. really really thank you very much.. u all play a very impt role... without u guys camp and tele also wun be so successful.. and frm my previous blog i directed sum rather mean words to a person,... oso very sorry...okie... i shall now put a fullstop to my life on CADC freshman orientation camp/telematch 05/06.....
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005
yea i am back again... today in sch run fever so came hm early.. now feeling swo tired but gotta wait for my clothes are ready to pack for tml advance day.... having a cought and an on and off fever... wan to see doctor but if i do den mummy wun let me go for telematch.. i wanna prove to pple that i can do even better den wat happen during camp so die also must go... even though my skin condition is bad and the tribal costume is revealing.. even if i have to paint myself all over with paint.. even when i have to do tribal dance under the hot sun.. even if i cantno slp the whole nite.. i will prove them wrong.. so watch out.. u guys will be surprised.... i am NOT A GOOD FOR NOTHING...
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
this post is especially to darren...
Darren,
from the time when we were both appointed the Qm for the camp.. i thot we wld work well.. u were friendly and fun to be with.. i mean it... despite what i hear... i still kept positive views on u.... i heard abt u cuming back to do Qm stuff during ur study break.. i was very very touched.. nutting could express how touched i felt.. i really want to thank you from the bottom of my heart.... den aft exam.. the first unhappiness actually started when u refuse to teach me hwo to type the memo.. and u did not eat becos u wanted tot complete QM stuff... i noe i was jealous.... but i would not help feeling that way....
I'm Sorry
den everything added up to the quarrel we had... we could not agree on each others views.. i had my views u had urs... but we both are stubborn.. we refuse to gip way.. den came the cold treatment.. we nv talked.. we show our unhappiness for each other on our face... but we nv did do anything abt it... if we had done sth abt it.. maybe.. juz maybe.. things would not have been that bad... i see u completing one Qm stuff after another... i feel useless and unwanted.. and again helpless cos i dunno wat i was suppose to do.. i begin to flare my temper at u....
I'm Sorry
i always wanted our friendship to be good... and i think of times where we could be at the camp smiling and joking with each other while we did those job in that boring PC room... till now.. i still think abt it.. and hope time could be turned back and let me once again fulfill this wish.. but its too late...
i had always been an asshole when it come to being a Qm.. We both lack what was most impt as a Qm... that was communication.. we refuse to tok to one another... I wanted to tell u that i did not wan to soak the kerosene becos my skin was not well.. i wanted to tell u that on the second day i was not feeling well i wanted to puke.. when soaking kerosene i almost puke a couple of times.. but i bear it... i wanted to let u know alot of things and hope i could get ur understanding.. but i was too stubborn... i refuse to say anything....
I'm Sorry
And i want to apologise to make things so bad for ur bday... i am sorry i knew it was ur bday.. i did not wan to say it out.. during debrief i saw u threw ur handfone on the floor... i saw u being upset though i did nto noe well.. i heard the seniors scold me once again... i kept quiet all the while... i did not wan to disappoint u on ur bday.. I'm sorry i lost control. i had to say everything out.. i lost total control of everything... i had to let all my hard feeling out.. i noe it hurts.. i noe it really do.. cos i hurt too... when u said abt me...
I knew that what u told me wree all true.. i want to make up for it.. but i dunno how to... even on the train aft watching the movie.. i wanted to say alot of thinsg to u.. but i cannot start,,,, i really wan to say a big thank you to u for all u have done.. becos u did a gd job as a Qm... thank you once again...
Happy 18 Birthday Darren..
:p
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Monday, May 16, 2005
Back from St john camp... in a few minutes times will be going for telematch de preparation cos friday sat got another event cuming up...st john definately has left a deep impression on my mind.... like what the seniors says... our batch is pure suay.... its true i agree....everything however was fine... campers gave many many positive feedback and seeing them smiling as they got hm despite all the things that cock up makes us feel so at ease.... during debrief i was scolded by many of the seniors for not doing my work.... guess i juz breakdown aft which... those there would noe... but i nv felt so hurt b4.... its really like sumone stab me in e heart and twist the knife a few rounds... it really hurts alot.. while crying i rem pple keep asking me to go to the toilet.... but i could nto becos i did nto even have the strength to stand up at all... it was that bad... in my whole like i nv felt such humiliation.... and i swore to myself i will nv step into CADC a single step.... hao xin bei lei pi.. wtf.... but seeing joo break down aft which i change my mind.... and to a person i have always wanted to say this thing... u wan us to respect ur MIU.... but have u respected us as a PC b4... throughout the camp and even through all our debreif... u keep scolding and scolding us pc.... pls give us sum respect if u wan us to respect others... show us the minimum respect first.... if u cannot do it.... F off.... reflect on urself like what u wan all of us to do...
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
wat e hell.. i suck man.... got sum communication breakdown den at the end nv buy the whistles... arghhh.... really tink dat i am not capable enuff to handle the role of a QM... dunno la.. forget it... i shall get over it fast.. tml is Camp le.. 4 days 3 nites... pray hard i wun make any further mistake.. pray hard pray hard...
oh anyway.. i got into tourism management..
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Monday, May 09, 2005
oh man... tml going for camp le... actually feeling kinda excited... all our effort put in for a whole mth will be all put into the 4 days 3 nites... hope every thing goes fine... dun rain.. campers coorperative etc etc... hope can put in our best... jia you everyone..
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
Yoz.. went to see the doctor in the morning... (daddy woke up early in the morning to bring me there)regarding my backache... den the doctor say i hurt my vein la.. den say becos it is near my gastric den my gastric withholding the hold weight of my body when it was suppose to be the vein that why very pain... sth like dat la.. said in chinese i abit cannot catch.. hahax..den she wan me to rest two days... and say STRICTLY cannot carry things, no seafood, and cannot sit on the floor... wat e hell. she say the reason why it became so bad is becos i am very heaty inside and over exhausted.so mummy did not allow me to go sch.. i headed to bedok to buy flowers for my mother.. roses.. all diff colour.. with or without back ache my mother cum first.... den raining sumore den i back very pain.. was gritting my teeth the whole way through.. damn... but reach hm safely... den after seeing my mother secretly luff.. realise all was worthwhile though she tink i shld have spend the money on other things... den too exhausted ask juan nee dto go sch not... den was good news.. heyi ask me rest at hm.. so i slept all the way thru... den juz wake up to eat.. phew~ gonna slp again le.. hahax.. bbyeeeee
Happy Mother's Day Mummy....
Love ya lotx...
Muakx
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Hmmm.... Guess what.... i went home with a pile of food waiting for me... was going hm when mum called me and ask me i ate le ma... i say no.. aft which dad called me to ask... i say no too.. i go hm they all showered me with food... dad and mum is having a cold war.. so no contact la... den i go home got sushi to eat den got soup to drink and all.. so full.. and a pear.. mum says it is 70 cents.. hahax... i am so touched by what they did to me.... i really love you all alot.. so fortunate to have u all as my parents... My mummy was angry today when i told her i hurt my back... she did not literally scolded me... she juz said where.. den she say why so bu xiao xin.. it might affect ur whole life.. den she say plan camp plan until like dat dun go la.. den i say i tml got to go back too.. she dun let me go.. say i must go see doctor first.. can feel her pain.... and it really hurts me... cos tml is mother's day.. but i got nutting for her... i wan to say i love you a million times to my parents.. and it juz wun be enuff....
I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you
Thank You
Mummy,
Happy Mother's Day
Yiwen
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
I know i am suppose to go for CADC now.. but got no will to go ba.... juz checked my results on the internet b4 dat server crashed.... and my are worse den last semester by 0.2 which is alot ok... wth....thi are my results:
INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY APPLICATIONS IN BUSINESS II
A
PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNTING
B
INNOVATION DESIGN & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION
B+
CRITICAL REASONING SKILLS
C
STATISTICS FOR BUSINESS
C
CALENDARS AND ASTRONOMY
C
MANAGEMENT & ORGANISATIONAL BEHAVIOUR
C+
ECONOMICS
C+
Semester GPA:
2.649
Cumulative GPA:
2.69
wth ritex? suck to the core lo... am so so so disappointed,... 10x to CADC.... yea.. thats ritex... extrenal locus of control... go club le.. bbye
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Monday, May 02, 2005
yEA!!! today went to Bugis to shop with ah ma.... but b4 dat went to buy her a present for her birthday.. i went into perlinis silver den dunno wat to buy... dne the salesgirl ask what u wan i say i wan sth for my friend.... den at the end bought a cross necklace for her.... 20 bucks wor.... quite a lump sum since i not working den money abit tight.. but nvm la... tink its worth it... den mummy gave me $100 to go shopping cos i not going holidays with my family... so bought a new wallet and an OP shorts... not bad ba... hahax.. quite enjoy myself wor... cos long time nv go shopping le.... but tml got to go back to plan camp le.. tml got poolside trial.. dunno will work out not... pray hard that it will... Amitahbha... took a couple of pics with her but dunno how to upload from my fone.... sianx diaox... nvm... i tink i go le.. bbyeeeeee
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
hmmm.. must thanx my nian qin de for helping me to do up my blog... cos was busy with Fo camp recently... 10x yea? today finally got let off from CADC early cos today a sunday.. den went to cut hair with juan joo kelly and jackie.. was ok i tink.. mum says i look toot in it... wateva... tml will be my day off... so much rest.. but tink of going out with my frined.s. but lazy to call anyone out.. who am i blogging to anyway? dun seem to have anyone reading it.....
Hmm... the day b4 went to storeroom with yuezhen that time saw SP de volleyball players playing match... den make my mood change.. cos very sad mahx... always see pple play ball also remind me of the happy days i had with my team mates... i am not saying i am not happy now... juz that the friends feeling is juz different... i can't seem to click with CADC de pple as well as that of my vball mates.. i really really miss playing vball with liah fen rrina pei and val... the days we shared crapping during training.. doing stupid things in each others hse.. bathing and screaming at the top of the voice in sch toilet and also one of my deepest scar.. Dunman High match... but all i am left with is memories... It have becum almost an everyday thing recently where i will juz stare in to space and tink abt the days we had together... dat explains my frequent mood swing.. sorry pple at club.. i really am trying to cheer myself up... i juz dun seem to be able to do so...
Camp will be officially starting on the 12 but next next tuesday we going to st john island for advance day where we get ready everything for the camper.. feeling rather thrilled abt it... the hard work we did for the past few weeks since even b4 exam would all be focused and thrown out.... hopes everything will be fine... *pray hard*
Must say a sorry to Darren also... Have been havong this cold war with him... i noe u r working hard for the camp.. so am i okie... trust me and leave sum things to let me do can? cos i am also a Qm and i also wan the camp to go on smoothly... Give me a chance to let u noe that i am as capable of doing the Qm job as anyone around... dun always pile all the work up for urself any stress urself up...
Sorry guys for being so hot tempered... even i cannto stand myself... but i juz cannot control my feeling.. gip me sum times to sort my feelings out yea? *sigh*
10x liah for ur support... really really miss and luv ya to the bits..
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