Sunday, April 30, 2006
Today went out with my mum and sisters. Daddy got to accompany some big shots out... NOt that he is unwilling. Got plenty of good food to eat. Actually thought of studying today but ended up shopping.... Had Dim Sum at the Carlton Hotel which is not bad but ain't fantastic either. Like what i have been telling huiyun, I am having this Wu Di Dong symptom recently. Can't really feel full.
When go shopping that time also nothing to do la..... but tried a skirt that looks not bad but ain't fantastic... Tried a shoes from URS that fits real well.. So ask from mango whether she got the discount card cause will have 15% off and she said something like You ought to buy it even without discount because it is hard for you to find a shoe that fits you nicely because of your gigantic feet. How nice... So I call her a hungry ghost when she sees the Great Singapore Sale... hahax
Went home and had BBQ... I did the BBQ-ing... Most of it in fact. My sister told me if I need a job i can go into the cooking line.. hahax.. TIll now no complains of diahorrea... hahax... *Self Satisfaction*
Tomorrow really got to do some work le... GBE project meetup on dunno tuesday or wednesday.. but whateva is it... I sure would not like to see the murderous stare of my teamates... Because if looks could kill, They would have killed me that way.. hahax
My mood is.... FANTASTIC... muahahahx
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Saturday, April 29, 2006
I guess Singapore's atmosphere for this few days is quite exciting... I really like the feeling of having such elections. You can feel the tension in the air. Posters and those frequent lorries passing by our house.. Seeing the parties hard at work working up early in the morning. I believe they are feeling the way I always am when I was going for a compeitition of some sort.
These few days help me gain insights of the parties in my district......And that is....
PAP
- Lorries driving around at so fast a speed noone can hear what is the voice coming from it trying to say. Act more as a pollution. So today having nothing to do, I listened very hard and heard them say Something like support PAP and the rest are some mumbling because the lorry has gone super far...ARGH!! I will try harder to catch what they say!! Promise!!!
- The posters.... PAP use top quality posters and the thing to secure it too are of top quality... You don't see the posters doing 360 degree turns....
- I understand the reason for doing things fast and early... This is to secure the best eye level position to place the posters. Very smart I would say because all that I have caught sight of was PAP and more PAP posters since the Worker's Party poster are small as compared to the PAPs..
- They really do go around interacting with people. But I find it quite stupid. Why do it the last minute. Should have gone around the estates one is in charge of every alternate days to know the people's needs ritex? Even the Singapore police are more capable when it comes to this..BUt at least they do interaction every special ocassions though i was never aware of my district having any special events.
Worker's Party
- Poster are all placed below PAP's. (Actually that is for all of the opposition party I see) Should have use a ladder or something to put it above PAP's wan wat.... I mean some on top some below la... hahax...
- The raffia string used to secure the posters are not secured tightly results in the posters turning 360 degree around the lampost. But its not bad because it caught my attention in the end... hahax
- Haven seen any of them so far... What is happening? Or did they just interact with those staying in HDB?
In General
But Daddy says his gonna vote for them to motivate the PAP to do more things for the district to win back the votes. BUt mummy thinks otherwise. I think that PAP should rule my district.
If any parties read this, the Upper Changi Private Estate district located opposite East Point has too little lamp post. Do something about it. I hate walking at home because its too dark at night. Then would be the facilities. So many working adults in the area... But other then the 2 playground, no facilities. C'mon put some gym facilities la..... hrmpf..... I need to exercise too you know?
Something interesting I heard. Friend A's grandpa passed away and then were holding the funeral under the HDB flat. Then one of the parties were doing some publicity around the neighbourhood and saw the funeral.. Then they all went in and pay their respect..... That did not start me laughing... Friend A's neice felt very curious and ask Friend A:' JIe JIe, ah gong know the people from the party ar? I change some of the words because of the party's name.
I think that writing on blogs are getting more dangerous.. So got to be more careful....
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Thursday, April 27, 2006
Hmmmm... I have again sold another 2 earring stands... Today while i was passing the earring stand to the sweet customer, passed by Simei MRT station and actually saw the PAP of my area at work. I really do feel that PAP is super efficient. When the results were annouced, PAP started their work with putting up posters while those that are nominees went around visiting the neighbourhood. Vans of PAP are seen around with loud speakers asking people to vote for them. That is what i called efficient. When i had driving lessons at 4, all the posters are almost up or if not, one would be able to see a group of people wearing all white working hard in putting up the stuff. I really thinkt hat the opposition parties should be more efficient when it comes to this.
But my opinion of this issue would be that they should let the young people have a choice of voting too. At 16 we can serve the army but we cannot make a country decision as a whole. It makes me feel so not part of Singapore. With everybody talking about the election, I just hope to be able to be part of it. i am 19 for gods sake. And don't start the i am young and do not know anything about such things. If i don't know, don't make me study politics or Golbal Business Envionment.... eeeyuckssss.....
My second opinion would be that they should also put up posters at areas that need not elect. I mean you don't have to put too many of the posters but at least some. This is so that an area do not look plain while the other too satuated with the election posters. Like maybe put some posters like SUpport PAP or Support The Workers PArty that kind of stuff...
My third opinion would be that we people living at private estates don't exactly need to vote la... not point at all cos not much difference have been done to the area. Maybe they can at least plant some flowers and plants and trees here la... Make the area look more alive. The private estates looks so dead.... Suffocating....
Oh and i saw the Jessica nominee that was in charge of the East Coast district. She is a real friendly lady. I was wearing rather shabilly cause just rotted on my bed and she did not look down on me or anything. Very friendly and Sweet. Can i join in for this election. Like let me enjoy the atmosphere too la...
Now not to be bias, but ifi have a chance to vote, i will vote for PAP.... Yoohooo.... And to you know whosss... don't be such a sore compeititor la.... Compete fair and equal.... Be a good sport.... Thats all... Jessica jia you... hahax..
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Merchandise
Critical thinking and the ability to do multiple tasks are important qualities to have in a Merchandise role. Cast Members may work in large, high-volume areas or individually on outdoor carts. Individuals in this role should be comfortable handling large sums of money.
Responsibilities may include: operating a point-of-sale system (cash register), cash handling, stocking shelves, preparation of food/candy, package delivery, stroller rental, heavy lifting, pushing and pulling, light cleaning, selling of alcohol and tobacco and providing information to Guests.
The above is my job scope for the disney intern...whoohooo.... a sigh of relief tuesday is over... i never liked tuesday... Sp makes sure i do not like it.... but it is ok after all... I really highly recommend SP to clean up the lecture hall.. it is freaking dusty.... YES YOU OUT THERE!!! THE SP SPYER..... report that to the principal Mr Low Wong Fook alright?
Everyone don't think i have gone nuts.... every school has their own spy that reports what students like us blog on our blogs....It is through here that teachers know what we feel about them etc... I was told that during my first 3 mths.... and then i was told my lecturer reads my blog... what the......
All right.. i am one with these shit here... byeeee
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Monday, April 24, 2006
this entry is to let xingjuan knows that the blogger server is not down.. muahahahx...
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
Alright, school has started, everything settled down but just cannot get use to the waking time though i can get myself awake punctually... Everything being quite smooth....Seems like conversational topic with my family nowadays revolves around Disney Internship. I think i am going to spend alot alot of money on this trip itself. So i shall go and get a job with a tour agency. I need to get myself a camera you see. I mean going to US without one will just mean that i won't be able to take down the memories i have of it. I have considered already. I will save 25 bucks a week since my allowance is 50 a week. My calculations are below
From my savings (I know i am broke) : $70
This week allowance savings : $20
Next Week saving : $25
4 months savings : $400
Total :$515
I think that money can get me a reasonably good camera. Some of you might be thinking, why don't you ask your parents to buy for you? Well... the question always infuriate me. My parents are not considered wealthy alright? Imagine they have to pay 7000 bucks for my overseas trip plus expenses will be around 10000 plus... Then will be my laptop though i said i will pay half the price of that precious little thing coming my way. So its gonna cost me a bomb. I have to get a job during the e-learning week and the 2 week break. Besides that i think i will start to work weekends. Gotta be more sensible and learn to spend money more wisely. Plus i believe its gonna be cold at US since it will be close to winter perios which means winter wear...
Alot of things to consider.......
I shall not think too much and go to bed now.. bbyeeeeeeee
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Friday, April 21, 2006
hmmmm... I guess this is good news... I got into Disney ITP and will make my way there in August... Thats so fast la.... We got to report to work on 28 August..... I will be under the merchandising sector.... Penny will be under fastfood. Jonathan under hotelier... Weiling same as me and Junda same as Penny. Can say i quite looking forward to being under the merchandising sector. I mean its so cool la... I can assist people with their souvenir choosing for all kinds of people from different countries.
My feelings about this internship is... EXcitement.... Everyone wish to be able to play in Disney.... Visit Disney... I get to WORK at Disney... hahax.... ok la.. I am starting to sound quite kuku la... hahax... BUt i will miss my mummy's cooking... I am a known glutton. lalalalalx.... Everything is going just right..... So contented with my life now....
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Thursday, April 20, 2006
hmmm... why did i post the previous post.... find it wait lei... especially that photo in my blog.. why huh huh HUH!!! eeeyucks.... anyway the tutorial of a certain class i have just now the tutor i dun like him laa.... Abit childish not professional at all.... And people must be thinking why i dun put the module or name down.. because i am not stupid enough to let him know who i am la.... Internet is so freaking advance.. later he gong bao si chou....
Hmmmmm..... Had driving lesson just now.. can say i am getting better at it already... more steady pom pee pee ar.. hahax.... I think by tml disney intern list of people applicable will be out la... hope i gets it... oh well.. freaking tired luh.....
With regards to the two guys lifestyle.. i guess human ought to give them some respect to their preferred lifestyle.. everyone has their rights to everything la... If you all are like attached you would also like to have people's blessings and all wat.... *yawnx* tired...... gone..
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Oh well... school has started and i have started to settle in... More homework and projects coming in.... School is worth going for this week because i am full of aniticipation. Don't when teacher will just come to me with the results of the Disney Intern....
Well, recently there is a big hoo haa with regards to the gay Kero and Colin ad their blogs. I feel that its a little disguting seeing their nearly kissed photo but i really think they have went a super long way to be togethr la.. With a society like Singapore. BUt i sure would nto like to see the entire spore guys population turn into gays.. Half of the population being gays would have already been unbearable because it means half of the woman population would have to be lesbians... *laugh*
The photo of the gays kissing btw....

They did not actually kissed la... BUt i do wonder if they are real gays la... I mean alot of girls kiss but that does not mean they are gays what. maybe this two guys just would like to have some public attention. In other words publicity stun la.... Wateva~
Anyway, i place my photo up for those kind of celebrity look alike thing.. And the results was super hilarious.. Instead of giving me results of my photo, i was given the result of the person behind me.. i almost died laughing....
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Monday, April 17, 2006
Alright, today was first day of school. The tourism law kecturer talked to us about the Disneyland Internship and said that the people at Disney has send us a letter and we will get our letter on whether we are qualified by latest this Friday. It sets me wondering whether this would then be the turning point of my life where i set off to Florida and from there my life is changed... or will i have to remain in boring old Singapore.
Disneyland Internship sorts of hold my future. What will my future be like really highly depends on the internship as i mess up my whole life by playing throughout the last 2 years of my polytechnic life. If i were to get into a University, chances would be that Disney intern would be a great help. I hope to be able to get into SMU. Compeitition is real strong and am worried whether i can get into the university of my choice. But i do have another option that is to pursue my degree in Florida....
I have many of my friends saying that the feel lucky that they did not apply for the internship at Disney because of relationship. I guess i am just lucky that i am not in a relationship and there would be nothing holding me back from going for the internship. Von told me that she really would not have been willing to part with her bf and would have given up the chance of going to Disney even if she has the money to go. It sets me wondering if i would have agreed to go so readily if i had a bf... But i guess i would have still go to disney afterall. How many of such opportunity does one have in their life. Maybe i am just some heartless, cold blooded freak.
I shall therefore conclude that my career is more important than relationship to a large extent.. *grins*
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
Ok... everyone must be thinking.. how horrible is my horrible hairstyle... there you go...you can see it in the roundup photos...

Penny, Me, Xing Juan, Kelly

Raph,Stan,Yue zhen, Janice, Angela, Juan,Pat,Kelly, Penny, Me
They acting Nerd..

Von, Kelly, Juan Me, Penny, Pat
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
oh well, yesterday was suppose to be a rather good day and i actually looked forward to it until thing go very long...... I woke up with a shock because my driving instructor said i had lessons when i did nto ahve any.. and the thing is he is waiting outside my house already... so i brush my teeth, wash my face, and dash out of the house without even changing....Driving lesson ws sickening because i met many cars drivers who thinks they are the best drivers in the world.. like wth?
Then all was fine until the haircut... the hairdresser told me how nice he would cut and i trust him and i ended up with no fringe... Then i had to wear a cap to round up because it looks horrible but i removed the cap eventually because it was hot... wait till i post some photos of my haircut then you all will see why i wanna cry.. Jackie was like saying me... I told you not to cut your fringe before right... Don't listen.... Yea jackie.. Next time i will bring you along with me to cut my hair.. then you will be my personal hairstylist... muahahahx
Don't feel like mentioning some incident that occured but i am really shocked with what happen and my taste of friend.... *sigh* now i am in a deep mess myself.... wth.... screw you..
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Friday, April 14, 2006
Yoz~ Today fruitful day sia.... started off the day with watching tv... hahax... NOt bad cause is VCD.... then go eat lunch with my famiyl at Own Seafood reastaurant.. NOt nice de... hahazx.. Then went to meet Yvonne at Orchard despite the rainy weather... so poor thing lo.. hahax.. We watch movie "Reincarnation" which is supposedly a horror movie but ended up we were laughing all the way.. felt that the guy beside me abit bu shuang so we switch to vibration mode but he still seems annoyed lei... Heck care him still.....
Oh while shopping-ing saw the steven (eyebrow plucker + "Never Say Die" participant). He came to ask and stop us.
Steven: Hi are you all Singaporeans?
Wen and Von: (look at one another) Duh~!
Steven: Would you all like your eyebrow plcuked at $10 dollars?
(Thought in horror) I am suppose to have my eyebrow plucked on the street for $10? NO WAY....
Wen and Von: No thanks
Steven: Its alright then, but please support me this wednesday by voting for me Steven NO 4...
(Thought) Go and die....i won't even waste my time watching the show don't say spending money on it.
Alright, being the very sweet girl i have always been... i shall do him a favour....
MY DEAR FRIENDS, PLEASE VOTE FOR STEVEN!!!
LOL....
Anyway saw my childhood friend Joel Lim... he was with a girl.. hahax... he said was his church friend... Set me thinking how is my other two childhood friend Xiao hui and Xiao Li... What about Douglas and Magdeline?hmmmmm hmmmmmm....
Oh and sort of have a small conversation with my twin sister.... And she told me....
Yvonne: I think who ever becomes your boyfriend is suay...
ME: Really? Why? I thought the guy would have been so lucky
Yvonne: Because you want him to pierce his ear just because you think it looks nice...and train his muscles cause you think it looks good.
Me: Well, if he loves me he will do it. hahax..
(silence for awhile)
Me: Sister do you really think my future bf will be very suay?
Yvonne: Yes....
Me: Really?
Yvonne: Yes....
Me: Too bad.
Alright, so guys, don't say noone warn u all b4... hahax... don't be the suay guy kz? cause i already plan to adopt a child... hahax... and I have the intendtion to be bridesmaid for all my friends. You cannot be a bridesmaid if you are married for your info.. hahax...
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Thursday, April 13, 2006
Today , if i am nto wrong, marks the Thailand's well known festival Water festival (Po shui Jie). You guys must be thinking why i am blogging about it since it seems so insignificant in Singapore. The reason is because just beside my house, there is this worker's accomodation where foreign workers from all countries stay. To celebrate this special occassion, they actually spray water at all the car that passes our estate. When they did it successfully, they would let out a loud cheer.
I find the cat calls rather irritating and went to sleep thinking it was the cries of the ITE students. After i awoke it was still as noisy.. hahax... BUt anyway... i am going out to take a look later. It sounds fun la.. But i sure wun wan to get attack by a big bunch of thais... Lets see how first..,. lalalax..
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Monday, April 10, 2006
Woke up as usual bored, slacking around and reading a book. Really felt i got to enjoy the last week of my holidays since I still feel that I have yet to recuperate from the studying and exams. Mummy then came and ask me whether i would like to accompany her to NTUC Fairprice (supermarket).
Mummy: Yiwen, want to go with me to ntuc?
ME: For what?
Mummy: You think where all the food you eat come from? fat pig...
ME: Okay I go...
Excuse me, but i went to the supermarket not because I am being a sweetie to help my mother carry stuff. Its because i am feeling hungry so got myself Ruffles chips for breakfast and mummy gave me the ' what!! you are eating again' look. For you people's info, i have slim down when i am at home because i am just simply too lazy to lift my butts off my bed to get some food. yahx so its starving until i can no longer take it before i go get something to eat. I did nto exactly slim down but just as compared to exam period which is like grew fatter, i have gone back to my previous weight. BUt lets not discuss about weight here since i hate this issue... My concern is the aunties at the supermarket.
These aunties push like nobodies business and pissed me off since i was munching away at my chips and hate been pushed around while i am eating. So when the second lady starts pushing i gave her the 'push me again and die' look. You people will be surprised how people use their trolley to ram others at the back.
But anyway met this auntie i think in her thirties close to 40 who was holding a bag of beansprout while i was pushing the trolley. The trolley i was pushing was abit faulty so i had difficulty steering the trolley. So back to the auntie holding a bag of beansprout. She just refuses to let me pass so i acted like a young teenager with serious attitude problem. I stop my trolley stood straight and stare at her. Then she looked at her watch which is a telltale sign that she is in a hurry. She started making some irritated sound and i still stood there and stared at her munching happily on my chips. Then she decided not to block me and walk the other way.. muahahahahax... I WON!!!
The next incident was with two old aunties in their 50s i bet...They were queueing at the same queue as me(infront of me). Then the cashier told the auntie
Cashier: Auntie the Orange is 3 for $ 2.50. You have 5. Would you like to get another one? Then the auntie became blur and made the cashier explained and explained. Being the impatient me, i show signs of impatience like deliberately putting the items i would like to buy on top of the counter stacking up the whole counter. Then still not done and i started tapping my feet impatiently. So finally they understood and paid for the item fterwhich the auntie so get one more orange. Next that pissed me off was the Indian Lady who put her trolley smacked in the middle of the lane and i wanted to cross so i said "Excuse Me" and she ignored me... So i did a drastic thing which is to Ram her trolley and she stared at me and I looked back. I think i have a fierce stare so she gave in... Now my trolley is side by side with the Indian Lady so noone will be able to pass through. The Orange auntie came and showed the cashier she only took one orange. After which she wanted to passed through between me and the Indian lady's trolley. Instead of being polite and said excuse me, she went,
Auntie: Wah.. Like that how to cross.. (giving the super irritated look that pissed me off)
ME: You ain't even suppose to cross through here..
Auntie then gave me the demanding let me cross look. I just look away and ignored her... In the end the sweet Indian Lady decide to give in and let that stupid auntie pass. The reason why i don't let her pass it because the entrance is right at the next counter and she would have easily walk that way but refuse to..
Ultimately my mother while on the car asked me... Why are you so mean? I replied saying:" Singaporeans are all like that. Always expect people to give in to them. I can't stand the way they are acting like everyone owes them"
Seriously I feel that Singaporeans should really reflect on their behaviour especially the way they treat waiter and waitresses. Just because they pay Goods and Service tax, they feel that you owe them everything under the sun. Please stop being bitches and bastards because you are not only disgracing yourselves but also disgracing the country Singapore, that I am happy to live in.
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My darling girl is hurting now... seems to be hurting so badly and i did not know what to tell her... It happen too suddenly... She called me and told me what happen. Can hear from her voice that she feeling miserable..... Where is the happy gal? Dear ---- zi..... no matter what happens, always remember i will be there for you.... Love ya lots.. muakx.....
Anyway today went out with Penny and go library and also shop for ah ma's gift... manage to buy sth after a long time.. phew~ Saw jane, pei, law and also my nian qin de.... Also nothing much other then i borrowed books? hahax.. nothing much to whao about actually...
Ta he Ta de gu shi..............shi fo hui you wan mei de jiu ju?
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Saturday, April 08, 2006
Argh~~ PISSED!!!!!!!!!! My mother really has nothing better to do... Staying at home is a torture... She is always threatening people by saying:" If you don't do this you don't have allowance next week" or " If you don't do that, you have no allowance next week". I simply hate people threatedning me. She keep insisting a freaking wallet is with me. Ask me to find it yesterday but i was away at camp but decided to go home. Then she goes telling my grandmother that I refuse to help her find the wallet and says 90% its in my room. It so stupid lo... Like i came home so late yesterday how am i suppose to find.. Then she threatens to switch off my computer.... Piece of shit.... She is really testing my patience and when i lose my patience i scolded her ta ma de... really is ta ma de lo... she just scolded my DaDDY and he drove out of house. NOw she is scolding my sisters..... Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 more week before school reopens.... I just can't wait... Because i have to stay at home everyday facing my mother for one more freaking week... And no driving lessons cause Mr Ng went to happy(oversea) while throwing me here to suffer.... ;( so mean....
Telematch i feel is more successful then camp. Camp could have been successful if not for the rain and the humongous number of campers... Yesterday i spend like 7/10 of my time tying water bags, 1/10 twisting crepe paper onto raffia string for telematch, 1/10 of the time happily destroying the fellow GA and GL's bodies and another 1/10 at poolside games area...
Today freshman orientation has officially ended for CADC... Till next year before we have another big gathering whioch we are promoted to be cooks... *grinx*
Some photos of last year freshman orientation, telematch and camp are below... enjoy seeing... hahax..

All GAs with a graduate

All the GAs...

After camp ended, Year 2 photo taking session....
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
I am super freaking weak luh..... eeeyucks..... Went for a 4 days 3 nights camp at St john island... Went ir each there i went eeeeyuh..... why is it so dirty and how did i survive being there for the past 2 years? i am amused..... But anyway this year unlike any other year, i was there as MIU which is a nicer name for helper who does sai gang.... The first day was Advance day where we had to like carry a whole chunk of things all the way to St john Island campsite... This year i went by the Bum Boat and there is only like 5 of us carrying tonnes of things....So my hand was aching when it was done... then we had to climb all the way up to the stupid campsite which is all the way up... I was aching all over by then and my body was protesting and screaming at me saying.. WHY DID YOU PUT ME INTO THIS???????YOU MEAN FREAK!!!!
Had some free time to ourselves in the evening/ night and played volleyball with peifen... Super long never play Volleyball le... The funny thing was the first hit of the ball, the ball actually flew super far away making me so amused la... hahax... But it became better after that... lalalax.....
In my whole life i never climb so much before... and my leg is aching like crazy.oh man...
Anyway am super worried for my sister. Tomorrow she has a test for Physics and she did her TYS requested by penny who is her current tutor.... There were super many mistakes la.... So i ATTEMPTED to teach her just a few minutes before and realise she haven even start memorising her work.... Her room has like magazines and newspaper of the Campus Superstar and all... Its like this year is her o level year and she is still 'chen mi' inside such things... Its so bu zhi ai la..... And i am feeling like a idiot because i cannot help her at all.... Shit lo....
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
oh yea.... today had driving lesson again... i manage to like prevent the car from stalling many times and only stalled once.. so cool ritex? i am so please with myself... it is really great improvement... and i am no longer afraid of traffic lights....
Penny came my house to teach my sisters tuition today.. she taught a total of 5 whole hours la.. which sounds horrible to me.. hahax... she is so ever patient.. and i slept throughout.. hahax.. when i am suppose to help her la.....
Tomorrow going camp le, so must enjoy the day today as much as possible because who knows what will happen in camp to piss me off.....
Went auction shopping again and saw a couple of things i find quite neat... especially the pearl necklace.. hahax..

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