Magical Essence

Monday, May 15, 2006

Tomorrow would be my first project presentation of the semester... Hope I will be able to perform well for it... Just feel that i did not put in enought effort for it. Seeing Jessica so worried while I feel nothing makes me feel bad....

Yesterday driving lesson proved to be fruitful since I only stall one and was not really my fault... Gives me a sense of satisfaction... Yesterday was Mother's Day... Did not celebrate... My family has some family problems.. But did bought my mother a bouquet of flowers that was specially picked by me... Was looking for Mudan flower which is my mother's favourite but could not find it.. Anyway had some photos taken of the flowers... These are tulips.. Never knew that tulips are so beautiful.. My favourite flowers for the time being would be Lily and Tulips... *grinx*

I think I am being too paranoid.. Sister keeps telling me that everything is fine and don't think too much and says she does not know about it. But somehow I don't know whether to trust or not. Sis says that if i continues being like that, I will give myself away.... I told her I am trying hard to stay cool....

Anyway yesterday went onto friendster again but the Alvin guy ask to make friends again... Despite me not liking to make friends from friendster, I ask him to add me on MSN.. God knows what is going through my brain.. I think because of that event my perception has changed.. But I am still not too enthusiastic to strike a conversation with him and also not too keen about having to come up with a conversation.. Well.. why do I have to bother.. He will think about what to tell me... I cannot be bothered.. hahax...

I feel like listening to Sharon Au's Shu Guang all of a sudden.. I know I have the song.. but don't know where I put the CD

- feel the magical essence...# ;