Friday, June 30, 2006
I think today is one of the worse days when I am feeling exceptionally emotional.. Its a miracle I can wait till the end of the day before all my emotions give way.
Why do you choose to believe her and not me? I really missed the old times.. I don't want things to be the way it is.. Fen says let nature takes its course. But where will nature bring us to? I fear that it is bringing us to a dead end. I know things have changed. People changes. But I really don't want to leave the Comfort Zone of the past. We are sisters afterall.. Why can't we sit down nicely and have a good chat.
I was harsh in the conversation because I was angry. I did not mean it the way you interprete it. But all has ended hasn't it? I bet you have the last laugh.. Because inside me, I'm hurting...
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feel the magical essence...# ;