Monday, July 17, 2006
Alright, shall just blog alittle before going back to study for my IAF.. I think I was being very mean to mummy yesterday but that doesn't give her the right to beat me. Life is so unfair because she is always protecting my younger sisters. I would say she is overly protective toward them... It just isn't fair... I know I am 19 and shouldn't act so childishly. But when I am feeling tired and need some family support all she can do is just screaming at me... hello? Can I at least get some encouragement from you? I am starting to hate this place... I feel that its a good thing I would be leaving for US in around a month's time. Like this I can try to calm my very very overly wanting love heart. Maybe I can learn to be more independant that way. Its 5 months at USA..
Looking at the Singapore sky while the air forces flew their airplanes over, pass my house for their training for the coming National day, I was so overwhelmed with emotions. I love Singapore.. I really do love Singapore. Many Singaporeans just can't see how lucky they are to be able to live in such a peaceful little country. We are small but regconised and established. We don't suffer from famines or natural disasters. Whatelse can we ask for? I would like to thank everyone who shared the effort in making Singapore what it is today. Especially Mr Lee Kuan Yew.. I know many people don't like him but I really do love him!!!!hahax.. not that love love nor family love. I sure won't like the idea of not being able to watch TV everyday. This is childhood life. A way of relaxation.
Moving on to USA for this 5 months would simply means that I would be the minority of the country. I know I would be scorn at sometimes for being an Asian... But HEY!!! I am proud to be one. When people ask me, where I am from, I would proudly reply them... "I am from Singapore". And so I have decided that on my Disney nametag, I would put my country's name instead of my school name. Who cares which school I am from.
I sure will miss alot of people. I know its a little early to say this. But please bear with me becase I am feeling a little emotional today.
Aliah: My dear dear darling.... You make me feel so unwilling to leave for US.. You are always here for me. When I am upset, you use your trademark smile to cheer me up. When you are upset, you look up to me and ask for help. You seems so vulnerable at time that I just feeling like giving you a reassuring hug... That day you called and told me you got yourself a webcam so that you can see me through the net. You make me lost for words... In my whole life, the happiest thing would be knowing you.. Thanks darling...
Huifen: whaoooooooo!!! My dear neigbour..... I always look forward to your smses because it pushes me on to brave through my hard times. You always make me smile... my dear girl, you are really my sunshine.... You make me happy, when skies are grey. And yes we will stay family forever. Feel free to find me at your troubled times. I will be right here waiting of you.... Muacks!!!!
Merrina: Girl though know you for quite sometime but never really did get the chance to interact with you. I love your cool cool attitude with a tinge of craze. I think the time spend together during volleyball would be a unforgettable experience. Though a junior, I always admire the way you are able to do things so partially. And also to be able to set so well.... My dearest setter... heex
The baba family inclusive of Kiku: Ok I guess most fo you will not see this entry. STarting in year 2 I was rather reluctant to join the group because I think its just so wierd now at that time. But I really spend alot alot of happy times with you all. Project was something that I never had to worry when with you guys. Thanks for the laughter and joy we had...
Ok this is abit too over.. hahax.. Enough of all these....
Guan Yin Ma, please po pi me for my coming driving test soon soon li li.. hahahx....
Yiwen
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