Friday, July 14, 2006
Its not easy to be strong, especially when one is at their darkest hours. Sometimes, one really just can't help thinking why things ended up the way it did. One just tend to shirk responsibility when somethings happen. Like saying, Its not my fault it happened. You shouldn't have placed your hopes so high in the first place.
When one fall out of love, many cry( thats normal), some commit suicide(stupid) while the rest just simply move on with life. But when something happen in a relationship, who should be responsible for it? Neverthless I really do admire those who just walk out of their darkness towards the well lit path waiting for you. Love is not everything. Don't fall in love because all your friends are doing so....
Never wallow in self pity because before you do, look around you and you will see many in a worse plight then you are. Once I always blamed god for being unfair. Why some gets what they want in life, while things turn out all wrong for some. But I realised that many always tend to look at others and think that what others have is the best yet neglect what they have with them. I have a full family, I am showered with love, I have a bunch of lovely friends & sistas...I am heading to Disney soon which would marks the start of another part of my life. What else can I ask for? Those that are still thinking life is treating you unfairly, wait because it means that the time is not ripe yet. Never be in a hurry because you will not be able to find what you have always been looking for.
I am not a very religious person. But I am a buddhist believer. I strongly believe that god will only help one who would help themselves. But I do not rely on god to make things work. Sometimes I do have doubt whether god really exist, but nevertheless, when I am feeling helpless, I like to know that up there someone do care about me. But that does not give one a reason to preach to me about their god and how that certain god will guide me. I only will believe in the one and only goddess.
If things do not work out well for you it just means you are not working hard enough or simply it is just not right for you.... Pursue your dreams just like I did mine....All the best...
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