Magical Essence

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Is this good or something?
http://youtube.com/watch?v=QjA5faZF1A8

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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... I NEED A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!! i am going crazy... partly from boredom and partly from being broke... Who is as pathetic as me with their bank account with only like $2.15? I have to stay at home every single day doing nothing but sleep read and watch tv.... NO LIFEE.....

Went online shopping and came acrosss some earring that i like but am helplessly poor so can only look and not buy... :(

Show you all a couple of them...

The Shell earring gives me a back to the beach feeling.. hahax..

This Pair of earring is simple yet sweet... BUt i will give it 3 starsThis purple rose the more i see the more i like... Looks Mysterious like the rose has some untold story of its own

My Favourite, I would describe it as Gao Gui Da Fang... The seller named it Frolic in Rose Garden

Interested in any of the things you can just like proceed to this link... ( I think the owner of the online store ought to give me some commission.. *grinx*

http://geocities.com/emer_tina/accessories.htm

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Monday, March 27, 2006

Alright... seriously blogging today did not cross my mind once... until i saw this photo... i find it stupid and funny... If standard chartered bank really were to put it as their head banner.... they are gonna scare away tonnes of customers... And to the person who put it up... You could have put a prettier face on it.. muhahahhax.. like mine? hahax... alright everyone curious what i am talking about? there it is....

Ladies and Gentleman... Lets Welcome... My sister.... *applause*

And no dearest sister.. i am not removing it from my blog.. *grinx*

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Saturday, March 25, 2006

lalalal... I LOVE WEEKENDS!!!!! because that is when everyone is freee to pei meeeeeeee.... friends with no attachments, no classes, no working and has time for MEEEEEEEEEEEEE..... *grinx*

Friday went out at night with my vball gang!!!! despite the headache i had.... but really find it a must to go.... so we went to tampines starbucks to chill... talk and crap till one plus... So funny and happy.... Really hope that we can play vball and spend more time together.... soooo.... when are we going out to the zoo???? ok la.. i know rrina dun wanna see her own species.... so when are we going to sentosa? hahax.... then can see bikini babes.. weeuweet.. hahax,...

Yesterday had an equally fun day.... went to Bugis with Quant at first... and it was like BORING!!! cause no money spend wat... saw this earring which is so me... sparkle like nobodies business.... temptation was really great but i overccame it.. tah dah... hahax.....so proud of myself... Headed to BBQ and Chalet organised by jess friend... i practically laughed to my death when we played 007... 0----0----7----AH... hahax.... people who knows it will laugh like mad....Went home and reach at around 2 yesterday..... and now wake up le lo.. the time is like 9 la.... shall go back to sleep soon.. *yawnx*

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Friday, March 24, 2006

hmmm.. whats with relationship nowadays? Find it real wierd especially recently...like she should get a bf, she and him broke off, he like her, she misses him etc etc etcz? especially the she should get a bf part.... Can't people just survive without love? I mean love as in relationship love... Heard so many break ups recently it kind of getting on my nerves.... Really feel that strong mutual understanding got to exist if one wants to be with another... When i hear too much of such things, i realise how lucky i am to be like single? hahax..Many people are telling me how much i am missing out without a bf... But if you got urself a jerk as a bf you would be counting ur blessings that you eventually broke up with him isn't it?

Many times i hear people wanting to do silly things for the other party.... But what is the point when you know that nothing would work out in the end? Does doing such silly things helps you feel better or get the person back? no of course not... So why bother hurting yourself the way you are doing so now? here i am reprimanding people about how silly it is... But maybe just one day i will find myself in their shoes.... So lets just cross our fingers and pray for those who needs it....

Oh well... Just finish slacking for the whole day.... And finish washing my sister's fish tank.... thinking of whether to go for the CADC camp as MIU... I am afraid that history will repeat itself..though the pain is no longer there, but the shadow is... I can just imagine everyone staring at me and blaming me for everything that have happen... One started scolding, then the other then the other just like it happened yesterday... I am really very scared it will happen again.. I know i have promised to go and help out... But i am afraid of going back to the same place where my nightmare once exist.... Please God... Let me feel strong enough to go through the camp smoothly and not let history repeats itself... Because i doubt i can deal with another such situation...

But one thing for sure... It really did hurt badly once...

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Thursday, March 23, 2006

Argh~ i had a bad dream while taking my afternoon nap... But i don't understand why it is so scary la..... The dream was like i was in this shop that does safe keeping for people wanx.. and the things just kept disappearing... So i decide to go find who the stealer is... So i went everywhere and i saw the stealer's shadow... Somehow although only see the shadow i know it is the stealer... And i keep chasing it but just cannot find the stealer.. only see the shadow... Then It talked to me.. The shadow faced me and said you will never to catch me... It was very scary for one reason or another.... Then i just suddenly woke up jumping.... And then i started to tremble badly then my whole body no strength i just lie on my bed cannot move.....This is one of my worser dreams in terms of waking up startled... Hope no such things happen again

Anyway today had driving lessons.... When i was driving half way my instructor suddenly push the steering wheel to the right quite hard and i got the shock of my life...Then he later explained that i almost drive over a monitor lizard's head... But after that he became very happy and say he is going to buy 4D because the last time he saved a monitor lizard he go buy toto he won $500 bucks.. so i shall try my luck too...

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Alright, results are out and what else man... its like i am feeling bored bored and bored la.... So cheng suggested to me to apply for relief teaching but have to fill in a form at the MOE first.. and i did...Hopefully i gets a job soon...Because i need a job....

I saw so many many many things i like but dun feel like troubling my parents.... The thought of me going off to US for the Disneyland ITP give mum a headache... because its gonna be expensive.... And its giving me a headache too seeing my mother having a headache and also worrying whether i will be able to get in or not..... Of course it is not confirm i will be going but still can't help worrying....

If you people out there reading my blog are gonna start preaching me by telling me how rich my family is because i stay in a private housing with 3 storey... SCRAM!!!!!!!! because i am going to scream at YOU.... Stop bloody hell telling me how rich i am because it is not me who is rich.... Think about it this way.... Yes my family is SLIGHTLY richer then other family but my family has more kids then many many families... my family has 4 kids to bring up... me and my elder sister is currently attending tetiary education which cost alot alot of moneyyyyyyyyyyy...... Plus sis wanna go oversea to study too... my younger sister most probably will.....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Money really dominates the world man..... Went to read a friend of mine blog and that girl (mind you all) is the really rich kind. See how they spend money is scary... somehow i keep thinking one day if they ain't earning as much as they spend... what will happen? but whateva la... it is up to them to worry and NOT me....

I know of course i have many friends who like make friends with me without talking about the rich issue la.... and i really appreciate it.... Love you guys lots... muackx..

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

My results are out.... Not good but i improve lei... very very happy for BLAW... i got A... hahax...even better then all my last year GPA.... but could have got a 3 if had work even harder for tourism and MR... aiya... wateva.. result also out le..

BUSINESS LAW A

BRAND DESIGN A

FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT B

DESIGNING CARTOONS AND ANIMATION FOR GAMES B

QUANTITATIVE ANALYSIS B+

TRAVEL & TOURISM PRACTICES C

MARKETING RESEARCH D+

Semester GPA:
2.891

Cumulative GPA:
2.686

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Saturday, March 18, 2006

Alright.... I shall say something about the Disneyland ITP Interview... I think it went quite well... Teacher was telling me that i was in there for very long.. Infact more then the 15mins that we were given.... The teacher look abit annoyed cause liek got alot of people waiting for the interview... So Started with the interviewer asking me about my achievements like Volleyball second and cross country and i talk alot la.... Then ask me to tell him sth about myself like my hobbies and all... Then i mention reading, sleeping volleyball.... When i mention sleeping sumhow i link to tell him that though i sleep alot i am nv late cause i dun like people who are late..... then continued with him asking me since it is his first time in Singapore what would i recommend him to do.. i said without thinking... FOOD! he say but i am already fat.. then i said.. but you will not have really been in singapore if you have not tried the food.. hahax.. then i rattle on and on.... I think it was quite fun actually.. but even if i really dun get in it does not matter... i have enjoyed myself and tried my best.. lalalax.. bbyee~

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

I am feeling rather gloomy and grumpy now.... Actually like abit fa xie at Penny just now though i know she was joking with me.... Did not did that on purpose la... Just that tomorrow is the Disneyland ITP interview and i am like having this super bad sorethroat.. i had tried nursing it for so many days but it doesn't seems to improve but is making a downturn.... I am so worried i will lose my voice tml la..... Drinking any amount of water now don't seem to be of much help....

Qin ai de comforted me by saying that for all you know the judges will pity you and let you pass the interview.. so lets pray thats what is gonna happen alright?

*pray*

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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

yoohooo... i have started my driving lessons.. muahahahx.. Actually it feels really cool to be sitting at the driver's seat and driving a car.. its like Daytona except you dun go around banging the wall... hahax... There was this part where the instructor asked me to stop.. instead of stopping i actually accelerate and the car lurch forward and scared the hell out of me.. when i actually step on the brake i forgot about the clutch in it actually stalled... so i have to restart the engine.. phew~

But the driving instructor said i did not bad and he actually let me drive all the way to Marine Parade which i was not even aware of... but on thing is i really have to polish up with my coordination....coordinate my hands and leg... I will do well.. hahax...

Borrowed alot of books to spite a person i saw at the library.... i took a book but just merely put it on the shelf to get another book.. she took my book.. so to spite her i took all the books of that author and borrowed it all home... and each books are like at least 600 pages? so can you all imagine how heavy the books were? hahax...

Alright... i really gotta put in more effort writing the resume.. GAMBATEH...

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Oh man.... I AM SICK!!! sick as in fall ill not sicko sick.... Got sore throat a little cough but i feel so much better.... Thanks to my younger sister ai xin mi tang shui... honey water.. hahax... she made me drink almost half bottle of it... the half bottle is sort of like 1.5 litre of water.... so you can guess how much i drank....

Went to get my PDL yesterday.... I was almost tested colour blind la... the colour was beige what... then the person was impatient and said.. NO!! not beige... traffic light colour... then i thought... cannot be red cannot be green.. amber ar? so i said amber.. and she said ya... then i told her.. you all should change that machine... LOL.....

After which i went to meet Sulyn where we headed to Raffles the Wholesale retail outlet... Then when we are finish with our business there we move on to Bugis.. Yes bugis again... Went to watch the show DATE MOVIE... It was the worst movie i have seen so far in my life... Its disgustingly disgusting.. No substance.... Funny in a gross manner.... Unrealistic... everything you name it... Example would be there was a scene where they made the cat farted like the white chicks in the toilet.. i think i dun have to tell you all more....

Ok.... Today started to write my resume and thought it was rubbish.. Started with..

Dear Sir/ Madam:

I am writing to express my interest in working at Disneyland as mentioned by Singapore Polytechnic. I am currently a student of Singapore Polytechnic pursuing a Diploma in Business Administration majoring in Tourism Management. In this course, we are equipped with tourism related skills to help us cope with our future career if we do major in tourism.

i am suppose to promote myself lei... hahax... i know its out...so i deleted it... someone pls help meee.... HELPPPP

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Sunday, March 12, 2006

hmmmm..... just had an interesting conversation with no11... hahax.. you know who you are.... Prssvball team seems to always be offending other sch teams... god knows why? starting all the way back was with cchs(main) where the conflict is still on... Then there was Peicai during my time and Xinmin.....

I particularly admire those who dislike and just tell you in the face.. like the Peicai teams captain who came to confront me( cause i was prss captain for youth cup) and tell me how much her team dislikes my team... then i feel like some mother hen protecting her chicks and started some argument... Who were they to tell us off anyway? Remembered clearly she called us a bunch of ah lians who knows nothing about volleyball... Well we did lose to them but our juniors help us did a splendid revenge by defeating them... At least we zeng hui yi kou qi ritex? hahax... revenge is sweet...

The current one occured at the volleyball webby of the current prss girls... oh well... it was obviously written by some cowards with little education.... First was the phrasing of English... Sounds like some auntie selling eggs in the market who wrote it.. The bottom phrase is what she wrote.

name: how ar? how u all tolerate her de? is she nice to you all? or is she just as bad?

Alright i am exaggerating a little.. but whoever wrote this should grow up.. Just because of some conflicts in court, you have to make yourself stoop so low? first by not naming yourself or just naming yourself name. Then is the tinge of bitchy essence in it...

: DAMN! you bitch

I never liked people calling one another bitches or using vulgarities though i do call my sisters bitches at time when i am angry.... But hello? volleyball is just a game.... it is suppose to help people relax and enjoy? Oh well... not many understand until volleyball is out of their life...

The reason for this entry is... if you hate someone.. tell them in the face... don't be some cowardy custard who hide behind a nickname like irc or some anonymous tagboard thinking that you are well protected.... You might get what you want which is to anger or disappoint the person with your remarks, but to all the cowards out there you people know something? You are so well despised by every single person and you have put yourself down by stooping to such a level...

Oh well.. thats about it.... no 11, don't get too upset about those hateful remarks. It just shows that somewhere out there, is jealous of you. And be glad that you are able to make someone stoop to such a low level by being such cowards... Do not doubt yourself and be yourself alright? cheerios....

thats all.. ciaoz...

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Saturday, March 11, 2006

hey... bought this earring online a couple of days before i went to Dubai... Came back with a great shock.. the earring that i bought was like the colour half of it dark blue half of it light blue la.... when it was suppose to be totally light blue... People who know me well knows that i have super high standards when it comes to earring.. i dun mind the price.. but i expect quality good... let me show u pple wat the earring is like... you all compare and make a fair judgement kz? Picture abit blur but can see the big diff...

I actually lodge a complain to the person and this is what they replied me....

Welcome to Lavender RainDrops

Dear yiwen,

So sorry that our description and picture had mislead you.

We are really very sorry that we are unable to give you a better solution as we dont accept exchange/refund of items just because buyer dislike the color where that actual item's color is almost 95% to 99% close to the color in the picture.
Actually, if you are wearing it as earring, the differences in color is hardly can be seen.
In fact, in the actual MV, Rainie is wearing clear color design and not blue color.

We are open to suggestions. Why not you tell us what can we help you?
Hope to hear from you soon.

Best regards,
Lavender RainDrops.

I was angry and i replied with....

But base on the photo which you all pointed out you all said that the light blue is the same as the photo so i expected it to be exactly the same as the photo. How is it possible that refund and exchange are not possible and i am willing to pay the postage to get a different colour of the same design. It is really too obvious as one is navy blue and the other is baby blue. I really cannot accept the answer that you give me. It is far from 95 to 99% different. I hope that you can give me a better suggestion.

Still no reply.... So i decided to go abit harsh....

Hi,
its been quite some time since you reply me... but i really hope you can do something about the earring because it is really unacceptable for me. If nothing is done i will have to go ahead and make a complain to yahoo.... I do not wish to make matters worse so i hope you would comply to i request which is either to change to the colour i want or give me another colour. As i mention earlier, this is a sale by description under section 13 of the sale of goods act under Singapore Business Law, there is an implied condition that goods will match the description and if breach, consumer reserve the rights to either terminate the contract or claim for damages. You mention that you do not accept exchange or refunds but that would too not be acceptable as exclusion clause liek the one you state would be made totally ineffective as In contract for sale og good between business party and consumer, business party cannot exclude or restrict liability for breaches for the implied term as to description (Section 13 SOGA). Besides that, you did not mention in your auction that items are no exchangeable. I hope that you really would do something because i really like the earring.

Moral of the story..... 'Its good to study Business Law" :)

Besides that, i went to ask other seller selling the item what the colour of the earring is like.. this is wat the seller told me..

"its totally light baby blue...veri sweet n shiny..=)"

Alright.... thats all...

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Friday, March 10, 2006

Alright, i have finally decided not to upload the photos on my blog.. cause it will cos my comp to be like lag and the other thing is.. i am lazy... hahax... But it was a real enjoyable trip especially the first day..... Started off real tired and toured around the country... Specially liked the museum as the dummies look like they are out of house of wax... so real... There was a guy who post as one of the dummies and when anyone pass by he move and scares the hell out of the person.. lol... But i have my fair share of scaring though not intentionally... I was posing with this dummy and was not moving... so after the photo shot i suddenly move and scared my tour leader.. found it super funny la though was quite mean... Then the next fun part was going to the desert... nice scenery and all... plus the ride at the desert was cool but almost puke cos it was a super long and bumpy ride.... Rode the camels did henna and was belly dancing... not much actually...

The room i shared with Penny was real big la.. at least big enuff for us to laze around throw our things around and still so much space left.... But anyway the second day was rather un eventful with tonnes of talk.. but the cruise at night was great.. nice scenery and cold wind... woohooo... Then was talk and more talk...

Then was going to the women college where the girls was rather friendly... in fact over friendly... was quite suprised by their friendliness knowing how their culture works... but they were a bunch of real great pple... missing them real hard.... Then was shopping and more talks.. not much already la.... I actually broke one of the souvenirs i bought.. the perfume bottle shape in an aladdin lamp.. to show how sad i am....

Yea...thats the extent of how sad i am..but again who can i blame for being so violent... i just have to break sth i love most.. eeeyucks...

Photos can be seen at this webby:
http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/koh_yiwen/album?.dir=9547&.src=ph

Today went to Bugis and bought quite alot of things... after seeingf how expensive dubai things are... i finally realise Singapore is still the best.... I LOVE SINGAPORE~!! at least for shopping... But i seem to become handicapped at shopping in bugis street as i find myself hard to do bargaining.. wierd huh? But bought myself 3 pairs of earring...

A bunch of grapes, a heart shape earring and a rotating earring...

YING YING I BOUGHT THE SAME PAIR OF EARRINGS AS U!!!! familiar not? the wan at Bugis Point..they have 20% discount lei.. so i bought it cheaper then you...Actually that time i saw u buy i super sad la cause i thought only got wanx then i keep thinking about it.. then i told penny after Dubai trip.. cannot ar.. i MUST buy the earring or i will die of regret.. so we go ad see the earring.. so nice la.... once day we wear out together la.. hahax... people~ dun u think the third earring is nice? nice la.. hahax.. ;p

thats all.. byeeee

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Back from Dubai, pictures speaks a thousand words.. so here are the photos.. enjoy...

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Friday, March 03, 2006

If god really exist, i would really like to ask him..... why do you have to make me so disappointed on my birthday? why can't i just be like Yvonne smiling from ear to ear with a 183cm birthday present? why why why? I am really super upset despite the birthday wishes and presents.....

Jonathan don't be worried you did not spoil my day... i did it myself... from the time the clock struck 12.. i waited for something special to happen.. nothing... i am feeling so empty... so cold... except that my msn keeps ringing and my sms keep going on.... but as i typed 'haha thanks'.. i felt more empty.. empty empty... upset... disappointed... Its like i am 19 now... with each sms i got... my mood seems to drop one level down and down and down... i counted the number of messages i got... 18... leaving me with 1... the number 1.... i am at the lowest mood... i can't help it... i teared... my vision blurred... my concerntration level for my exam paper.. and studying for it drop... i stared and stared,.... even during the paper.. i kept looking out of the window.. the scenery... so calm... trees swaying with light momentum... the sun peeping in through the window... everything looks so perfect so calm.. i cannot stand it anymore.. and request to be moved away from the sun... i dun wan to feel warm.. because my heart... is feeling really cold....

After the paper came the second shock..... Here i would like to clarify.... Junda... i never hated you.. i just dislike your lateness.. it irks me alright? i am sorry to say this... but your latesness don't only affect youself but also other classmate.. you distract other pple's thoughts each time in come in late... do you understand? thats why i won't say happy birthday to you that time.. because you irritated me because you distract my train of thoughts each time you enter class. i promise to be nice to you if you not be late? i will keep my promise... but can you?

I can say that my mood was at my lowest at that time.. even the lowest mood..1..is not left.. its 0... i met Ying Ying.. she cheered me up,... she made me smile... with penny and ying.. i had a real great time..i really did...

Today i work up still very pissed.. the talk regarding disneyland pissed me because all of a sudden i feel that i am very useless.. i will not be able to make it for the disneyland interview because i hardly give people the impression they wants... Ms chen said to me once before.. it hurt my pride.. but i ignored... went home to celebrate my birthday with my family for dinner... I was not in a good mood.. but dad talked to me.. i was impatient.. my mum scolded me which makes my dad feel so mighty... he hurt me alot alot.. He said he will not give me allowance to go to dubai.. he will not give me 7000 to go to usa for itp.. he will keep it to go golfing at Europe... It hurt me.. but i kept quiet... Tears were welling up in my eyes but i forced everything back.... Had dinner... then home... and realise.. i could not find my passport...

I knew i put my passport in the cardboard when my dad said it.. i ask him where is it... he say i am shirking responsibility at me.. he scolded me wang ba dan.... i went to hunt for the passport quietly though i know i did not misplace the passport... then i went to tell my mum i could not find it.. she say that teaches you for misplacing things all the time.. she says she hopes i could not find my passport... it was a stab in my heart,.... what hurt most was what my dad said.. he said... this is bao ying.. bao ying for being rude to him... and said lao tian you yan....i almost cried but i wanna show that i am a weakling.. my force my tears back and prevent i didn't care....

Mum ask Dad to find the passport in his office.. he found it.. all along he had the passport... I am innocent....

Tomorrow i am going to Dubai... But i am not the least bit happy...

*tears rolling down my cheeks*

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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Alright, here i am chewing on a banana memorising MR and waiting for time to pass... and my sister will just have to remind me about how exactly fattening Bananas are.... But you know what? i know care!!!! at least for the time being.. hahax......

A levels results are out.... Some are happy while some ain't... but well... thats part and parcel of life i would say..... BUT... those who did not score and happen to be reading my blog.. Fraid not cos many successful people did not exactly score well for their exams.... Lets just rule out being say president, ministers and all.. Lets talk about people like David Gan... I don't know whether he scold for his exams but all i would say is that he is a fantastic hairdresser now.... I, Koh Yi Wen shall also be successful in the future in my own ways like selling ice cream at the Hawaii Beach.. Yes i have not given up selling Bikini Ice cream on the beach... *grinx*

Well tomorrow is the last and toughest paper of all.. hopefully that being a birthday girl on the toughest paper give me extra luck... and if you people out there are thinking of shaking my hand and wishing me Happy Birthday before MR exams i will say i shall not shake your hands for fear of getting away the little luck i have as a bday girl... muahahax.. juz joking...

Oh well, Merrina called me today and asked me when going Dubai so the vbgals can like see me off la... I appreciate you guys effort but don't come because it is a midnight plane and i am ultra worried about you people's safety.... ok? but your xin yi are well appricated by me.. *grinx*

Ok... i am soon to join the gang of withered flowers and i believe Ying2 will welcome me with open arms... -_-

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