Friday, February 23, 2007
It kinda really irritates me... As in the things you do and say. Its really really very hurting... Do you have to make a big fuss of something so small.. Sometime I just hope I can run away or maybe that you are dumb and stop hurling insults to me... One day I am just gonna leave for good. I make good my words..... And because you disapprove to me working in Sen, I am just gonna do it. Even if it means overexhausting myself. I will prove to you that I can do what you can do, and do better then you..
Today had the IC meeting.... Together with Maz, helped the imbians to request for things like water dispenser, fans and also hard multiple tap cards... Of all these suggestions, at least the Sup is considering some of our suggestions.... SO hope it will work. Although I really badly do not want to be an IC any longer, I just could not get myself to say it to my sup.. I mean, number 1, he said that he is in a super duper bad mood. I don't wanna victimise myself. number 2 is that I wanna prove to people that I can do my job well and by requesting not to be an IC would not be of any help. How I wish sometimes that the standards I set for myself ain't too high... I know people are saying that I am making good progress. But I know it is super not enough... I have to work harder harder and harder....
I will give myself another week to work things out....just another week...someone please give me the strength to carry on..
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