Yi Wen
2nd March 1987

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Feeling so much better after sleeping in the bus for an hour. Was feeling kinda terrible after having a small lecture on my over reliance.... Kinda upset me, but well... I guess that is how I learn.

Pay finally came in yet $400 was given to my parents, $200 for my own personal savings leaving me with.....( NOT TELLING YOU!!!) I know some of the HREs reads my blog... So I shall Hush up about my pay...

Yesterday went to Aron's BBQ... Like his condo lots.. the atmosphere and stuff is great..... Food was never lacking and ate to our hearts content....Have another BBQ tomorrow at Grace's place....

I am in a dilemna... Wanna quit yet don't want to... AHHHHHHHHHH

Anyway was singing song today to keep myself awake.... And I went 两只老鼠，两只老鼠，跑得快。跑得快。Alicia then went, 老虎，老鼠，傻傻分不清楚.

LOL.... Its suppose to be tiger rather then rat... LOL...

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shit shit shit.... I am super super affected after seeing this... MouseGear pin... I really really really wanna have it.. Its not freaking hell for sale.... And I cannot find it on sale anywhere online... Disappointed like shit....

Name:"MouseGear - Opening October 1999"
Release Date:10/01/99
Location:Walt Disney World® Resort
SKU:190101991

This pin commemorates the opening of MouseGear at Epcot® in October 1999. This pin was a gift pin that was not sold to Guests.

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I suddenly just wanna say something... TAVO I MISS YOU!!!!! Was on the train today... Then recap recap... Realise really miss you and the rest lei.... Though we only become close friends during the last few weeks, but like you said its really too short a time and I really would like to get to know you better....;p (sorry tavo's girlfriend) haha....not that she will read it anywayyyy.... lalalal.... Don't misunderstand peeps....

Today things went on pretty smooth as compared to the previous few days.... I would say things are really getting better..... Musical Fountain has come to an end..... Bye KIKI... Now Imbiah will be so so quiet at night... not forgetting ghostly....LOL

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AHhhhh!! I want I want I want!!!!! Swatch Beach Volley Compeitition would be held right at my door step( Sentosa) yet I doubt I would be able to watch... SO much for fun working at Sentosa.... Can I temporary quit working at Imbiah and head on to the Beach but come back after that?? Can I can I?????

Speaking of which, went to Sentosa today, main reason for the SOS(Songs of the Seas), partial reason would be to go out with my family.... This morning when I woke up, Sis saw me and said:" Hi, long time no see" and I replied:" Yeapx, where have you been?"LOL... Alright.... Work have took up so much of my life that I haven seen my sister for a week... Oh well... No Choice...

Spending so much time in Sentosa already made me really reluctant to go back to Sentosa on my day off.. But seeing mummy's happy face is really worth it.. Especially the images of Singapore where she saw this movie vehicle and said:" Do you know when we were young, I never get to watch it because it was so expensive..." Like a small kid, she peeped in and was so excited and laughing.... I decided that I would bring my parents often here... Even if it is to come during all my day offs, I guess it would be really worth it.

Of all the attraction I been to, I would say that Fort Siloso's service is the best.... followed by Carlsburg sky tower.... Images would have won next if they haven been so rude to me during the start though they did go an extra mile after which.. but too late... The worst service I have received is then M******.. I am not saying it because of what, but they are really freaking rude.. I smiled and talked nicely yet the Admission Ops word on my card made things change... Oh well.. But a guy was nice enough to give mummy a new coin when she slot it into the wrong hole...-_-...

Songs of the Sea is really good... People its really worth the 6 bucks luhh.... Go for itttttttt!!!! haha

Its way time for me to move on..... Movingg... On....

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Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
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Goodness!!! How true can this quiz gets? I bet all of you are thinking the same thing.... Haha... But the part I most agree with is the unusual job part... fancy taking up Admission host in Sentosa... haha

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My concerntration span is getting superbbbbbbbbbb LOW!!! I am waking up everyday feeling dizzy..... Going to work with a blur and blank head... How can I actually pass Maz the deployment list when she told me a million times that what she wanted was the checklist... I was super stun to myself.... And when Maz called to ask me why I pass her the wrong thing I was like.. Uh oh!!! Why did I pass her the deployment list.... Then I started being in a daze all over....

Today some wierd things happened in Imbiah... However I was like so fearless today... My HREs were saying there is really something.. But I really don't think I feel anything... So left the two of them upstairs doing Rovers with each other to keep company while I tried to do the roster for the newbies coming to Imbiah... Realised after awhile that I again went into a daze and gained zero returns.. Gave up and went back to dazing for abit before this guest came over to disturb me....

Apparently she lost her family and wanted me to use my cell to sms her family... I refuse to use my phone and thus called to sup to use the duty handphone... Manage to find the family in the end though I have no idea whether I did them any good since they started a quarrel right infront of me.... I interrupted and told them last train was leaving.. If they continue so they are gonna miss the train.. Then they left.....

This is such a superb boring entry... Shall go to bed now..... Why so grouchy... Aiyo!!

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I am blogging today becausee.... its my day off!! YAys!!! I mean, I know I still have to go back for the meeting but at least I don't have to work and if they make it fast, I will be able to leave early...!!! My decision was right... Keeping silent make me much happier... So my motto now is Do not bother do not care.... STAY HAPPY!!!

Alright....From today onwards I will blog my day base on Thumbs Up and Thumbs Down...

Thumbs Up....
- Help an old lady find back her family.. It was super tough considering the fact that we have language barrier.. But her expression when she found her family really touched me so...

Thumbs Down....
- Never take note of my surroundings... Toilet was placed for servicing but did not know until Maz point out...

- Lose my temper at the Indians cause they harrass Preena....

- Found out that I might have refunded guest for the wrong reason....

- Allowed Benjamin to make me so angry... ( BTW I TORE A PICTURE OF HIM) Sorry people.. I know it was meant as his farewell gift...

That is so many more downs then ups.... EEYucks!!! Gotta work hard on that....CIaox...

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MMMhhhMMmmm... Just wanna let those that who are really worrying for me know that I am doing fine.... And my frequent blog entries are for me to express how I feel and not anything else... Things are really getting better.. I know its gonna take alot more to get people to accept me.. But its ok... I will try and make it through... Think I really did trouble Shanaz and Maz more then I help....SO sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...

After yesterday I told myself to start over fresh.... Yesterday I heard something that I believe I am not suppose to.... Shock I am, but after which I feel that it has really nothing to do with me.... So I am just going to act ignorant.... Best for both parties....

Seriously the taxi driver is freaking me out... I think I am gonna just work morning shift now... I am SO SO SO so not looking forward to tonight's shift and tomorrow and the day after!!! ARGH!!!!

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Oh My God.... haha....(Btw, My mom says I am using oh my god too much... And one day if I am really in trouble, god won't listen to me...) But still.... MY GOD!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH...... haha.... Doing roster now... Gonna let my eyes rest from the Alphabets and Numbers for abit first before going back to work... But I just realise I did something really really stupid.... That is to take up the night shift when I have to work morning shift the following day...I counted and that actually left me with 2 hours of sleep in between... Gonna chiong coffee like crazy...

Yesterday was the Sentosa's Annual Dinner and Dance with the theme Arabian Night... It was kinda boring I would say.... Yeapx and I did not win anything.. haha....

Pictures taken with the respective ICs and Sups.. Sitted is Shanaz, Irin, Shuba,Me, Von, Estee and Rani.. Osama at the top is actually Sess the Asst Manager.

Anyway.... More and more of the HREs are leaving... On Thursday was Aron leaving us...

Made a simple collage for him.. Wish you all the best in any aspect of your life.. Take care!!! See ya soon..

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Wheee... Today was kinda fun... Went to Sentosa... Bought this Beach Mattress which allowed me to sleep at the beach... Did NOT get sunburn today.. Lucky Lucky.. muahahhaa... Manage to catch up with my babes... and had fun with everyone... Wish everyday is like today... Lucky I did not back out during the last minute.... Sorry Desmond you couldn't join us... Will make up for it sometime soon ok???

Just some random pictures from the past few days before I go to bed since I am sending some stuff to my friend.... Everything went on fine.... Mango told me something that I really am very very tempted to do... It was what I wanted to do all along.. For the whole of my life.... I am going to freaking regret if I go for it... But I hate having to leave before I achieve anything... DILEMNA!!! I know everyone will say just GO!!!! Its what you wanted.. Screw it.... ARGH!!!

My Babes!!! Top: Val, Rrina.. Bottom Liah, Fen, me.... Sistas ever & ever....

During Alumni Dinner.... My table... Top row Des, Fendi, Yong Jie, Rifdi and Shawn. Bottom row same as first pic....

Guess who I met at the dinner? Koh Ye Rong lo... LOL.... Farewell Ken.... All e best...Mixture of the SEX Team...

Thats all... Buaizoo

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Finally almost half way done with the schedule that I volunteered to do. Finally something to do except waving and smiling... Paperwork ain't too bad at times... Just the right dosage would do just fine... Hope the schedule would turn out fine, but if it doesn't, then well.. All I have to say is that I tried hard... *shrugz*

SUddenly I feel a lost of identity... I tend to rely too much on some people making me feel like a total baby, while feeling myself distance from myself... I really wonder where the ambitious and confident Yi Wen went to.. I am learning to climb back up after a hard fall, but I am learning the freaking hard way..... Thank for all the support given by my friends... Especially someone who is always there to guide me through this dark path... Thank you...

Attended Volleyball cum Prss Alumni gathering.... The school song was played and all I could say was... Oh my god oh my god...When was the last time I went ' With pride and Joy let us sing....' haha

Alright tomorrow gonna go play beach with val and gang... SLEEP EARLY!!! Nitey...

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Hmmm... I kinda miss everybody... I wanna say.... Imbians I am starting to love all of you... I mean I really had my difficult times but now that everything is calm, I find things not that bad afterall. I mean I might still have to take time to understand everyone more.. Especially with the rest of the other stations IC and stuff. But I will try my best. I promise... I really wanted to leave Sentosa, even thinking of handing in my resignation soon, but I keep thinking and thinking.... After everything is over then I think of quitting? Its kinda stupid actually.... Thanks to Evangeline, Preena and Shanaz for listening to me grumble and whine throughout.. Maz for helping me to iron things out as well... Ken all the best for your NS.. Thanks for staying a longer period of time because it actually gave me time to go back to training mode while you take over the IC position....

Prom Night was kinda fun... Started with going with quant to Little India for threading, then to bugis for the makeup and hair-do.... Proceeded to the Hotel for the D&D... Its kinda fun seeing everyone look different.. Some pictures...

Class 13...

My Clique... haha.... My favourite picture....

Anyway tonight is the dinner for Volleyball gathering plus PRSS Alumni..... Oh and I just got my Arabian costume for the Sentosa Dinner and Dance.. Picture with my dad who insisted to me in the picture....

Ain't too bad since it is like the colour i like... But so revealing la... My tummy so big.. Still reveal tummy... *faintx* must start dieting... Wanted to cross dress but lots of pple disapprove... so yahx... there you go...

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I feel like...

a bird without its wings

a fish without water

a tree without its roots

a crab without its pincers

a shark without its jaws....

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe this.. I feel so overwhelmed.... Nothing can describe my feelings now...

Singapore Polytechnic 2006/2007
S2 Examination Results
Student ID: 0408918
Name: KOH YI WEN

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
IS1004- 25 - A
BA0413 - 3 - A
BA0414 - 3 - A
SEMESTER GPA: 4
CUMULATIVE GPA: 2.97
DIPLOMA AWARDED

Can you believe this? Full GPA... Glasses almost fell when I saw it... But my cumulative sucks as always... haha... I HAVE OFFICIALLY GRADUATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey hey hey.. Its a beautiful day!!!

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Too many events coming up.. too many too many... OVERLOAD!!!! First is the coming prom.... Which would be held like this thursday... Kinda excited cause its been a long time since I last saw the School of Biz peeps... Wonder how my friends will look like....Hmmmm... Then there is the coming Volleyball gathering... Did not want to go but heard that all my sisters are going so gonna go in the end... *reluctance*Volleyball gathering is coming Saturday... Actually I am kinda scared I won't be able to go to work in time the following day of my prom since we are going to Zouk after that.... Hrmpf!!

Then there is the Sentosa Annual Dinner which I die also don't want to go can.... The supervisors and IC said I should ( HAVE TO) go.... Kinda gonna whine about that.....' Having to go is one thing.. Having to dress up and go is another thing.... The phamplets says think Ali BABA and his forty thieves.... And I have to work on that day...-_- Shanaz says no more amendments for the schedule... I purposely had my schedue for that day as IC4 and smile gleefully at myself only to realise ( *with horror*) that is was changed to R2 to make it in time for the dinner.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Okieee... can I can I apply off for 3 days to go Thailand with mango and kiku?? Can cAN??? Can....NOT!! I bet.. haha.... I am on 3 months probation and am not allowed to request leave.. Hrmpf.....

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Whao... Yesterday I was so so so emo.... god knows why luhhh.... Oh well... But its over and today is a new day all over.. And today is a nice day because I have my day off... Slept all the way and am now waiting for mango to wake up before deciding on where we wanna head to...

Yesterday I almost burst a blood vessel... This stupid stupid bitch cut my queue when I was queueing for stuff.... then said politely to queue but she turn around and said so? then I said so queue up!!! And she started screaming and shouting after I called her lowly class and uneducated..... I completely ignored her which angered her.... The rest is not worth mentioning.... Hope her toe nails break, her hair all drop, her face got pimple outbreak, she become so poor that she will have to beg on the street... and she become like pregnant now so she have completely no future!!!!!!!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! And all because I am wearing the ugly Sentosa uniform resulting in me not being allowed to argue back... RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....

Ok... lets like not spoil my day off mood.. pay is finally here..... Phew!!! Sigh of relief..... gonna celebrate after 15 days of torture....

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woots... for a start, Whee!!!! Got a day off today..... Got 101 things to do although i prefer to be slacking by the beach or something..... First would be the career fair things which I die also must attend.... better career prospects=happier yiwen..... Which links me to... People, I am not sad sad sad due to my job in Sentosa luhhh... No worries..... Its just me..... I just feel that I took the wrong stepping stone and fell just a bit.... But I am really really fine.... I will survive... Like I said I am not a quitter.... High perseverence, high durability and tolerance level (that is to come) still practising... haha.... Make myself sounds like Energizer battery....

Next would be Happy BirthdaY as well to my dear sister Yvonne, Liping and Jesslyn.... We all got the same birthday.. haha... Then would be thanks to all the well wishes...

Anyway.... Sabi and Geetha(my fellow imbians), were sweet enough to make me a card.....


Whats so special abou this card is that it is made by..... TAH DAH!!! THE SENTOSA MAP!!!! Lol.....

Was reading the blog of a friend of mine on how they stop eating and stuff just to keep slim... Oh c'mon..... This is so sick.... Making yourself puke, take pills, etc etc to have a slim and does not mean nice looking figure. Made me feel so so guilty for what I ate today..Went for yum yum sushi, Chocolate fondue with ice cream at Andersens followed by dinner at a Teochew restaurant... ALL MY FAVOURITE!!!! When I step on the weighing scale I almost fainted... When I worked for the past few days at Sentosa I actually lost weight.... But seems like I got them all back.. muahahhax.....

Girls should stop torturing themselves and unhealthy dieting should be ban... OK, I am jealous to see my friends all so thin... But WHATEVER!!!!! haha.... I shall not resort to unhealthy dieting and would swear to stay fat rather then doing soo.... Ok though I must admit I am super envious to see their figures after those torture they been through... BUt stilll.... haha... EAT EAT EAT!! YUm YUm!!!


NIce and chocolatey!!!! I don't usually take sweet stuff... But just had some great craving for sugar today!!!!

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