Yi Wen
2nd March 1987

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I have been working 6 days straight for now without a rest. Yesterday had 14 hours of work and it is freaking killing me... I forced myself up from bed today I maybe I should just call in sick... My whole body is aching and protesting like crazy.......

Whats done cannot be undone.... BUt just wanna say... I'm Sorry...

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NOw that I know how I am truly feeling, I was thinking of just saying.... BUt I always tend to do such drastic things then start regretting.... Sis said NO!!!! Don't do it because you know it is not worth it...

I probably will end up hurt... Not even being friends... Oh but nvm.... Its not the first time is it? *shrugz*

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Just a quick post before I hurry off to work.... Its been a great week.... Yesterday was a great day... Many good things happened.... Went out with chris and penny.... Ate green tea ice cream and talk lots of crap.....

Things started and made me smile in the evening... Ain't gonna tell you why.... But anyway.... Chatted with Tavo through skype for a whole 1hr28mins... It was pretty fun.... Except that often I can't hear him... I was like feeling all jittery... I mean its been so so long since I talk to him.. When I heard him say halo.... It feel goosebumps standing....

Sometimes its just the sweet little actions that makes you smile...:)

Having said all that.... Decide to go to SIM afterall.. Its not the usual kind. You study half a year in Singapore and the rest in Switzerland... How cool can it get????

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I tried resisting but failed badly.... Crap Shit!!!! Cooked up such a lame excuse.. GET A LIFE YIWEN!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHH

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Why am I in such a dilemna all over again. I do not want this to happen... At least not to me.... But I feel myself getting affected by it again and again.... I cannot control my feelings.... I really hate this..... Do you understand?

Don't give me the hot and cold treatment....

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You guys know, you kinda feel pretty wierd not working for 2 consecutive days in a row and its making me superb uneasy.... So I ended up not resting too much.... BUt yesterday was pretty good for the fact that I went to the gym with liah.... And did quite abit of talking.... Though I am still kinda lost... After showering we had to run in the rain and got wet all over again..... Met up with fen to watch a movie..... Don't say I am crazy, but yes I watched the 200 pounds beauty the second time... haha.... Its still as funny and as touching... I think its really sad when she was confessing... BUt it would be embarassing if I teared for that.... After the show, pretty much went to east point to get a haircut that does not seem like i cut my hair.....

Had a good chat with poor Tavo who was down with a cold and had to stay at home... It really funny...The things he say.... Strictly confidential... If you really wanna know, ASK ME!!!! BAHHH!!!!

Alright, prepare for work.. So excited to go back... Finally recharged....

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Yesterday have been a pretty pleasant day... Got to slack at home until the night where I went out to watch a movie....that 200 pound lady show... haha....It is superb funny luhhh..... Very very funny... If you have time, go watch it!!!!

I finally realise what people means by you yuan wu fen.... I really understand now....

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Been missing Mousegear pretty badly these days..... And then, when I logged into Myspace, I actually saw the message that Star wrote to me.... It reminds me of so much... Reminds me on how much I wanted to drove the Buggy, and how much the people totally do not trust my driving skills and made sure I do not even go close to it... The closest I got was to sit on it while Shi Shi or Star is driving.....And then Star made my day on the last 2 days of my work by finally letting me drive... How thrilled I was at that time... The cold air biting my skin felt so good when I was driving at the maximum speed which was... 20? haha....

Anyway came across these videos that made me teared a little... OMG!!!!

This Video was taken by Fernanda during one of our debrief session... To help you all understand abit more... Everynight, Mousegear will have a debrief session to tell us how far away we are from our targets, what was the sales for the day.. the daily events and stuff.. Just like what we are having at Sentosa now...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_TunUxvgz4
Yahs... I am the one in the silly hat.... It was my darling's trish's birthday..... Those 2 in home clothes are my managers.... LOL....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=poZRFYwgyRE

This was taken after work.. If I never remember wrongly it should be around 1am or so... We have missed the darn bus so were taking our own sweet time... Did you heard me talk?? Kinda surprise by my own voice... haha.... LOL....

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A little bit of update, today went to help out at BEach... Prime Minister took the express train and actually Queued!!! haha... RAHHHHHHHH.... Thats all.. BBye!!!

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I am really trying to take my job more seriously... I mean I feel my passion for this job deteriorate so so fast that it doesn't make any sense... If I want to stay on in the service industry, this cannot go on!!!! I feel my temper getting pretty nasty at times. It can be just one incident that cause the whole day to be ruined. Yesterday was pretty enjoyable until I realise I made that Taxi Pickup mistake again... I am not angry with anyone but myself.... That Taxi Pickup just kept slipping out of my mind.....So the whole day's effort was wasted just because of a stupid taxi pickup.

I really think I should count my blessing as to the HREs that I get... They are all pretty supportive towards me...Thanks lots peeps.... And am missing those that have already left....Enjoy school life yea??maybe I should go shopping... hmmmm..

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! I seriously hate myself... Is there something like the Curse of the Taxi Pickup or something like that??? Why is it that whenever I do taxi pickup I have to screw things up?? Except that this time round I forgot to do Taxi pickup and had to gamble that X and Y or X and Z does not change their shifts!! Keep my fingers crossed!!!!

I would exchange anything for a few days off from work just to relax man... Which come to the Cruise thingy... close to 500 bucks just for less then 3 days.. though its 2 nights.... Worth it mehx???? *frownx*Tired tired... Tomorrow then blog.. buaizoo

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Ahha..... Its always good to go out with a group of tai tai wannabes on a day off because.... we will practise to be one.... Supposedly meeting to rent our graduation robe.. Did rent it of course.... Proceeded to The Central which is the new shopping centre which have almost.. NOTHING!! Ate at one of the Japanese Restaurant (god knows the name). But it served simply yummy food.. LOoVeee ITtt!!! Was crapping alot there... That is what we 3 gotta improve on if we really wanna be tai tais... DO NOT LAUGH SO LOUDLY THE WHOLE WORLD CAN HEAR YOU!!1 Thats because the loud and unglam laughter of ours proved that we are NOT tai tais....

Proceeded to watch the fashion show where we commented on almost everything I believe. Walked by the river and still do not want to give up the fact that we do not have the substance to be a tai tai. So we went to Gallery Hotel for High Tea... Chocolate Fondue... The people took hell of a time to get our food here. So I think they decided that they should not offend the gonnabe tai tais and offered us complimentary drinks. Muahah... Enjoyed everything except that after that we walked all the way back to City Hall!!! *faintx**

I really had a fabulous time.... Never wasted my time hanging out with these people.... Anyway haven come up with the decision to whether I should quit.. -_-

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Have anyone of you been caught in a situation where you so badly wanna leave a place yet feel the reluctance to do so? Not wanting to hide it any longer, I actually tendered my resignation since Tuesday and my last day was supposedly Monday. Nothing could describe how determine I was to leave Sentosa.... Yet as days passed by, I felt the reluctance of leaving getting stronger... I had endless of sleepless night since that day and have been thinking whether to just take back my words.... Do I really wanna leave the Imbiah that I was taught so much stuff. How to patiently handle guest complaints and even internal guest. I finally know how to deal patiently when situations occur.

Today was summoned by Sess and Judith for a talk... It was a relatively long chat to persuade me to stay on and not leave... Its not really hard for them to win me over considering the fact that I am already having second thoughts about the decision. They said that since they have yet to receive the resignation letter in black and white, they would just pretend it is a hearsay thing and ignored it.

Today actually allows me to look at the so called 'dark lords' in a different manner. They help me analyse the situation and really did much to motivate me.. But I really wanna leave but Sess one sentence stopped me in the track... You know this is the only place that would be able to provide you with the best experience in tourism. Damn!!! Was it true or what.... RAHHHHH

Dilemna, dilemna

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Whee.... Today's day off was definately very fruitful.... Spend the whole day slacking infront of the comp, chatting with friends, reading a good book and finally taking an afternoon nap....Although ended up with a headache, I quickly freshen up and headed to meet up with cheng... Instead of the usual plan of eating chocolate fondue, ended up at sakae sushi.....

When walking pass bread talk, I caught sight this supposed tree that allows you to leave message for your love ones... They called this a wishing tree.... which looks like this....
It sounds like something for people who have wishes unfulfil to keep hopeful.... But as we were browsing through the tree (out of kpo-ness) we saw this....LOL... The message was dedicated to this Steven guy while the message was You're fat.... SO MEAN!!!! haha... But me and sulyn had a good laugh....Morning shift tomorrow... bbye...

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Its yet again, the time to say goodbye... Unless the previous times where I felt so reluctant, this time round I made up my mind pretty quick I would say... Maybe I wasn't this attached as compared to the previous times....

I hope nothing would make me change my mind.... Tomorrow is my day off.. then it is time for a meetup session.. Hope everything goes well...

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Have anyone of you ever feel so surpressed by the power of the higher management that you find it hard to breathe? The fighting and vying for promotions, the backstabbing and the bootlickers?? Is this the way life works now??

Helpless would be the word to describe.. Can't everyone just treat this as a learning experience... I seriously pity the innocent parties who were dragged involved for no reasons. If you knew that the situation would turn out this way, would you still have made such a decision??

If all else fails, do one really have to learn to let go?

Was caught in guilt yesterday when i accompanied Estee and Yvonne to Beach Station and found out that Imbiah could not really handle the crowd since those at the Platform were both Newbies... Immediately, I went out of the station and help them set up the 'Q' Poles... Yes in my home clothes.... Then ran to the storeroom to get more 'Q' Poles... Afterwhich I directed them on how they can control the crowd and things got better.... Stayed there till the crowd left.... Felt terrible the whole night and did not enjoy my day out eventually... *sigh* But like von said, at least I did help.....

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Big bucks are rolling out of my pocket recently due to my latest junk food addiction....Tao Kae Noi Seaweed.. It cost $5.80 per pack... Am eating eat as breakfast lunch and supper....In fact jut finish the tomato flavour and have continued with the original flavour.. Its abit too salty i would say... But i just can't stop chewing on it... and its suppose to be real healthy... ( excuses for snacking) if you were to open up my stomach you would find a pile of greenish substance... seaweed of course...Anyway someone steal my seaweed today... When i woke up this morning and proceeded to eat my seaweed for breakfast, to my horror!!! there was only a few pieces left... How stupid can I get since I have a very very greedy monster sleeping in my room... haha...

Today pass by relatively smooth though am still kinda affected by yesterday's happenings. Am quite satified with my performance today cause i remain firm although the tourguide was arguig with me as to why I should let her in...I believe she will lodge a complain on me but well.. Whatever... I am just doing what I am suppose to.

I just wish I could turn back time... Back to the good old days....

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I sense my heck care attitude coming back again.... After getting it again and again, it kinda really tires me out. Even if I try to put in the effort, things just seems to go wrong... So I just don't wanna care too much anymore....

Today is by far the best day I have had for a long time. Was actually talking to Estee about how long I haven seen my friends and such. Met up with Kiku and Mango after the meeting and went to Seoul Garden for dinner despite my headache.... It was rather fun to be cooking, eating and laughing.. Super relaxing which is what I really like... Then went on DHL balloon which is ubber uber fun!!! We had fun teasing the whole thingy because they keep refering themselves as a flight.... My flight number was SB740.. LOL....They even told us to go to the departure gate..haha....

After which we thought that the night was still young and proceeded to..... NIGHT SAFARI!!! I really think that we are banana nuts.. We saved on the admission since I had the ASA Card, but we had to pay like so much for cab back... As usual nothing to see in Night Safari....but whats important is the company.... Tomorrow gotta work again... So buaizooo...

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First thing I wanna say is SORRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY....

Sorry to my babes Fen, liah rrina, val for once again flying kite.... Especially to fen who keep trying to keep in contact but I never did have the time to reply... Sorry darling...:D

Sorry to Shanaz and Maz for bringing so much trouble to you people. I promise to work harder to master everything kkz? To lighten your loads...

Sorry to the HREs who were caught in my temper when I am feeling peeved and emo... Thanks for the encouragements and also being so tolerant...

Last week was one of the best week that I ever had since I joined Sentosa Express. 26th April mark the last day of the Musical Fountain.... Thanks for all the hard work during Musical Fountain crowd my HREs.. Really appreciate the teamwork and stuff... Then went for Aron's party.. Was kinda at ease and did have fun I would say. Before that went for Kbox with some of the peeps and then went manhattan fish market-ing with some beach-es and sentosa-ian and Imbian... haha...

To Yvonne, Thanks for guiding me through the dark path into brightness.. Thanks....

Mummy and Daddy, 10x for everything because you all showered me with the care I need throughout. Mummy for cooking and Daddy for transport.

I love everyone.. Muackx....

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