Monday, September 05, 2005
Oh man.. After the retail challenge.. starting from that day, i just keep sleeping.. sleeping sleeping.. and its getting more addictive.. I actually missed lesson to come home and sleep. hahax.. no la... i came to have a short nap then get back to this silly rwps project i have to complete.. BUt ended up i slept like only half an hour and was woken up by my family singing K... i think i am just going to assign them time when they can sing K.. its so irritating like now trying to concertrate.. End up cannot do project again.. Yucks..
I feel that i am drifting further from some and drawing close to some. I do not know why i am doing this and i have no idea what would be the outcome... I am very confuse.. I do not know what i want. Retail challenge has ended and feeling so very wierd about it... Its like when CADC camp officially ended... I wanted it to end so much but when it really end,... i feel the pain.... Some things in your life you just hope will lie in your life but will never...
Was having this conversation with one of my classmate when he ask what i doing during the holidays... and i actually never thought of what i want to do with it... Last full holiday was occupied by CADC... this time no CADC... what will become of me? Some might be saying.. go back to club then... BUt the feeling is like the more events you skip, the more you don't want to go back anymore... so back to what i want to do.. I started by saying i want to go overseas.. But my mother only mention not long ago that my family have overspend our holiday budget.. so no way too.. Then work... NOt in the mood for it.. I want to do something eventful this holiday.. BUt again, can't think of any.. but before i start pondering about every factor in my life... i have to get back to RWPS... or die a horrible death.. muahahx.. ---gonex---
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